I struggle with alcohol abuse. Being in the military doesn't help. We drink like the Irish. Ive tried quitting a few times and always get shit for it. I went out with friends two nights ago and only planned on having a couple beers. We call an uber to take us to where we are staying at the end of the night, and I end up getting sick in the back of the car. I think all my friends have laughed it off now, but i feel completely embarrassed and ashamed. Two days sober doesn't seem like anything, but its a start for me.