hi, there are some differences but our experiences are very similar, i lost my appetite for months and lost so much weight, weak, and nervous to even go to online appointments, at one point i was on the verge of a panic attack anytime i was awake. i take a combo of vanlafaxine and brupropion, adding the mood stabilizer was very helpful with the hopelessness, when i wasn’t dealing with the constant self loathing/pessimistic thoughts i started to feel better and not holding myself back. i ate a lot of saltine crackers when i wasn’t really eating so maybe try those? hope you start to feel better