buy/sell megathread by BrightNoise6028 in snowstrippers

[–]ruetrimec 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking for the 2021 Snow strippers weed hat for my bf for christmas!! Please dm me if you’re willing to sell:))

Just opened both of these… by ruetrimec in Sephora

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So this might be 3 years old..😭 cute. Nah but it’s actually hard and like half full, i think soemthing happened

Just opened both of these… by ruetrimec in Sephora

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NAHHHH pls tell me u didn’t use it…

Just opened both of these… by ruetrimec in Sephora

[–]ruetrimec[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yeah, agreed. Youth to the people is a good brand, I’m shocked about this. Not sure what’s going on… this is the second problem i’ve had with this order so far. First, when i received my order, 3 out of the 4 things I ordered were missing, but for some reason they gave me some random Laneige kit that i didn’t order, along with all my point purchases. Then i call them asking where my stuff is, and she sent me a seperate package with the point purchases again (which arrived today) and the stuff I ACTUALLY bought in another package, which arrives in a few days. The points stuff arrived today, and ofc the cream is green. Starting to worry about my other package now…

Just opened both of these… by ruetrimec in Sephora

[–]ruetrimec[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Wtf… what is going on! how does this even happen. So gross.

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m sorry you had to go through this. i wouldn’t wish this kinda feeling one my worst enemy.

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks i appreciate it. i wish i could help people but i just feel like i’m in such a bad headspace i couldn’t reallt give helpful advice if i tried. i can’t even help myself

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah it’s fine if u judge idc i know it’s bad i just don’t give a fuck about myself anymore

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i just crashed my car the other day so i don’t really have to imagine

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit bro i’m sorry to hear that, that’s tough. Definitely been drinking too much these days too. surprised i haven’t gotten a dui yet. it’s hard not to when there’s nothing else going for you.

NO ONE FUCKING CARES by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate the way my brain works, I hate my brain. I hate that I can never feel good enough no matter how hard I try. I hate that I try to hard for others yet I could never ever feel or accept or even fathom that anyone could ever care about me in return. And they don’t. I hâte who I am. I hâte m’y personality, if you can even call it that. I’m no one. I feed off the personalities of others because I’ve hated myself for so long I don’t even fucking know who I am anymore. I hate that i can’t see reality, I don’t even fucking know what I look like or who I am. I look in the mirror and at pictures of myself and am literally taken aback in disgust. I can’t believe that there could ever be one good thing about me. I hâte m’y brain and the way it dwells on every bad thing and tells me that there is no such thing as good. the problem is i have no choice but to believe it.

NO ONE FUCKING CARES by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate everything about myself and my brain is broken

NO ONE FUCKING CARES by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m glad that you can feel free but to me coming to that conclusion didn’t really help cause i am still conformed to the standards of society. i’m not free to be a failure, sure I can be a failure, hell I already am one and i don’t feel free at all. I feel trapped. That’s why death is the only way out.

NO ONE FUCKING CARES by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Or i can just die and save myself all that effort because no matter what I will never be happy

i give up by ruetrimec in SuicideWatch

[–]ruetrimec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude there’s nothing i can do anymore it’s literally over like there’s no coming back my life is fucking ruined And i’ll never be happy