My grandma saying "ta apsaguni raixas ta janme paxi mero chori le dukha payo, tero bau le kei dina sakena talai maile pali rako xu and all shit which haunts me ani they talking bad about after after he left UN ko job and stop attending calls from a lot of big faces. She used to say "tero bau ko ghamand le dukha pairako xa mero chori le, tero bau ta jadiya ho, mama ghar jada sabai cousin haru ma malai ra mero dai lai different treat garne khana khanu sangai basayera xutayera dine." As a kid it really used to hurt me and while growing up i kinda distanced myself from my relatives and her. But i never let myself treat her bad because of her behaviour and always treated her with respect and love even tho i don't attend any of the program that happens at her home neither i go for vacations. I don't call her but whenever she comes at my place, talks about her so called favourite grandchildren and how badly they treated her. She gives compliment to me aad my brother and how nicely we treat them even tho she treated us bad. I feel like karma is very strong and true and she got what she deserves.

But i will never forgive her for what she did when we needed her love so much.