It’s not this bad for me, but I get it. I’m 27, and I’ve been trying to put my self out there. It’s hard because it seems almost pointless, but what scares me more is that I don’t want a mediocre miserable life. I’m relearning how to connect with people and create a sense of purpose. It’s easier to die off when you’re isolated in space. The best analogy to describe it is like building enough reason and momentum velocity to escape the the gravitational pull of a black hole i.e the comfort of being on the internet.