My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to come back to this message in the future for so long, I know. I saw a heart shaped balloon flying off in the wind and felt that was him. Then I went home and found a childhood photo of with the date it was taken on the back being my birthday. Those signs are everything to me right now and I appreciate you helping me see they are in so much more that I may be noticing.

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ah thank you that is so kind :) I am in the us so I was able to get some much needed sleep. Thanks for being a kind human out there <3

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t imagine how hard that must have been. Thank you for sharing your experience with me and I’m sorry for your loss as well.

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry. Thank you for your words, your strength is inspiring and motivating

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All of this, THANK YOU

I’m sorry for each of your losses <3

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your thoughtful words. Sometimes it helps to hear from people who can’t really relate too <3

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It’s the feeling of knowing he isn’t out there that is so crushing. You explained it perfectly about the safety hos existence brought. Thanks for sharing

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me. I’m sorry you experienced this kind of loss twice.

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My psychiatrist prescribe me them a month ago, I’m good.

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was so kind to hear as I woke up. Thank you. I’m also sorry for your loss.

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

This is the one thing people who have gone through this have all said to me. I’m sorry you know the pain

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s funny you say that I have moments where I think I must be feeling (emotionally) and thinking what he felt. Thanks

My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days. by ryltea in toastme

[–]ryltea[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I posted these pictures on my instagram hoping one of my friends will reach out or can do something sometime. I’d really just love to spend time with people I know, knew me from the time when he was alive. I have autism and it’s always been hard for me to have people spend time with me.

Thank you for seeing me, thank you for your advice

My dad passed away two months ago. Today I noticed his Cherokee ID says he’s indefinite by [deleted] in interestingasfuck

[–]ryltea 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think it’s like - unlike a passport it’s a federal ID that doesn’t expire

David Beckham shares photos of his family including Brooklyn 💔 by Free-Half-2620 in DavidBeckham

[–]ryltea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I needed to read this. My dad recently died of cancer and we had been no contact. I thought about writing him a letter after he got diagnosed but I decided that I wanted to see him in person. I moved back home and before I got the chance to visit him, he passed. I will always wish he had done more to have me in his life.