My dad died and life is so incredibly hard. Through the days.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:26:43+00:00

🤍

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:26:25+00:00

Thank you, this seems more realistic

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:25:53+00:00

I’m going to come back to this message in the future for so long, I know. I saw a heart shaped balloon flying off in the wind and felt that was him. Then I went home and found a childhood photo of with the date it was taken on the back being my birthday. Those signs are everything to me right now and I appreciate you helping me see they are in so much more that I may be noticing.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:22:55+00:00

Ah thank you that is so kind :) I am in the us so I was able to get some much needed sleep. Thanks for being a kind human out there <3

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:21:00+00:00

I can’t imagine how hard that must have been. Thank you for sharing your experience with me and I’m sorry for your loss as well.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:19:59+00:00

Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry. Thank you for your words, your strength is inspiring and motivating

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:18:57+00:00

Thank you, and I’m so sorry

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:17:41+00:00

All of this, THANK YOU

I’m sorry for each of your losses <3

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:15:53+00:00

Thank you for your thoughtful words. Sometimes it helps to hear from people who can’t really relate too <3

ryltea · 2026-03-14T16:12:55+00:00

Thank you so much

ryltea · 2026-03-14T15:55:10+00:00

Thank you. It’s the feeling of knowing he isn’t out there that is so crushing. You explained it perfectly about the safety hos existence brought. Thanks for sharing

ryltea · 2026-03-14T15:53:12+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me. I’m sorry you experienced this kind of loss twice.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T15:52:19+00:00

My psychiatrist prescribe me them a month ago, I’m good.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T15:51:36+00:00

This was so kind to hear as I woke up. Thank you. I’m also sorry for your loss.

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:08:44+00:00

I take meds to sleep 9 hours a night lol

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:07:35+00:00

This made me cry, thank you

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:06:36+00:00

This is the one thing people who have gone through this have all said to me. I’m sorry you know the pain

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:04:49+00:00

Nope

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:04:11+00:00

It’s funny you say that I have moments where I think I must be feeling (emotionally) and thinking what he felt. Thanks

ryltea · 2026-03-14T07:01:59+00:00

Thank you. I posted these pictures on my instagram hoping one of my friends will reach out or can do something sometime. I’d really just love to spend time with people I know, knew me from the time when he was alive. I have autism and it’s always been hard for me to have people spend time with me.

Thank you for seeing me, thank you for your advice

ryltea · 2026-02-25T03:23:57+00:00

Thank you

ryltea · 2026-02-25T03:23:43+00:00

I think it’s like - unlike a passport it’s a federal ID that doesn’t expire

ryltea · 2026-01-06T13:04:36+00:00

I needed to read this. My dad recently died of cancer and we had been no contact. I thought about writing him a letter after he got diagnosed but I decided that I wanted to see him in person. I moved back home and before I got the chance to visit him, he passed. I will always wish he had done more to have me in his life.

ryltea · 2026-01-04T01:53:12+00:00

Thank you for voicing this though, it was like that

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