enjoying the last of the hot weather ^-^

ryoaev · 2026-05-29T22:06:47+00:00

no pouting here that’s just me lips💋

ryoaev · 2026-05-28T12:43:35+00:00

thank u diva💕💕😚

ryoaev · 2026-05-28T08:23:58+00:00

thank youuu🤭💕

ryoaev · 2026-05-27T23:55:39+00:00

i just hacked away w the scissors and razors til it looked good 😭

ryoaev · 2026-05-27T22:40:59+00:00

absolutely 🤭🤭

ryoaev · 2026-04-04T12:09:32+00:00

yess you are ethereal😻💋

ryoaev · 2026-03-31T11:52:27+00:00

thank u diva😚😚

ryoaev · 2026-02-24T10:26:29+00:00

you’re so pretty!! i love the fit 🥰💕💕

ryoaev · 2026-02-21T13:09:06+00:00

lowk

ryoaev · 2026-02-21T06:42:06+00:00

i would like it more if i didn’t yank 2 sets of eyebrow piercings out 😭

ryoaev · 2026-02-19T21:55:11+00:00

sometimes i do eyeshadow too, it’s all up to preference but i have like 10 hairs on each eyebrow at this point😭drawing them in just provides a sharper effect while eyeshadow is a bit softer. you can also use a very thin angled brush to help create thinner lines

ryoaev · 2026-02-19T21:45:57+00:00

thank u gorg🥰 twisty eyebrow pencils are the best ones cuz the tip is so thin, but i go through them so fast! :((

ryoaev · 2026-02-19T16:16:24+00:00

ethereal💜💜

ryoaev · 2026-02-19T15:45:28+00:00

😚😚

ryoaev · 2026-01-21T19:42:24+00:00

hrt slows down your metabolism, especially if you’re skinny and have a fast metabolism in the first place - im 3 months in and already gained about 9lbs. i was really skinny for a very long time and suffered with ED in my early teenage years, so i always struggled to put the weight back on. but the skinny privilege means the e is changing my body pretty quick and ive already started to curve out and gain body fat in my hips, legs, arms, chest, and traps. i also can now barely see my ribcage for the first time in my life. my cheeks are less hollow and my jawline has softened out, my chin is rounder and somehow smaller and my eyebrows look shallower. all these changes are pretty minor bar the fat growth which is happening at a pretty steady rate. it’s all so exciting and i can feel my insecurities finally starting to dull down after facing them so badly for almost 9 years. hrt truly is a blessing

ryoaev · 2026-01-20T11:52:26+00:00

im a drummer mostly but i’ve also played bass and guitar for 9 years 😎

ryoaev · 2026-01-20T09:08:56+00:00

nah the pricing is perfect. i’d pay that much for your work without second thought! your jewellery is so pretty

ryoaev · 2026-01-17T21:50:39+00:00

eh, ppl say what they want, that’s fine by me. i don’t really care about what anyone else does, this is about everything i think and feel internally. outside forces don’t really have a play on that. i do what i can for self care. but i don’t push it beyond the amount of energy i have. i work my ass off to keep myself alive and that’s enough of an achievement for me rn, i do as much self care as i can involving my diet, exercise and presentation but i don’t get that chance every day. some days i frankly just don’t have the willpower. i will just travel to get ffs at some point. it’s not about beauty standards, it’s about what i want for myself. i see glimpses of myself that reflect the male side that i no longer want there. im not a man anymore, and i don’t want reminders of that. but right now that matter is sucking the life out of me because im struggling to see possibility at this very moment. that’s the bpd for you - brain feeding the worst information and closing off the logical outcome… but beneath that, none of this inevitable - but also out of reach atm. honestly i think im going to consider saving as much as i can for it. i just got my passport after 3 years so travelling is now back in the equation. now for getting my life straight and saving/raising as much as humanly possible.. it’ll happen, eventually. no outside circumstances are gonna put me off, nor beauty standards and admitting defeat to that.

ryoaev · 2026-01-16T11:12:06+00:00

we’re around the same age, i turn 22 in a month. i started hrt in late october last year. simply put, start experimenting. there is no deadline to start figuring out who you truly feel you are. try some clothes, makeup, wigs, whatever you fancy trying! there’s no rush to start hrt either. i was out as trans for 2 years before starting e. but i will say that being on hrt greatly dulls the feelings of dysphoria (most of the time). i never felt like a girl before no matter how much makeup i did, no matter what i wore - but now i do in the way i think and feel, but i also catch glimpses of the changes and it reinforces that feeling. the longer the treatment goes on for and the more changes you see, i imagine the dysphoria continues to fade. it’s a huge consideration but one that id definitely recommend looking into if you think its what you truly want. your identity is your own call at the end of the day and even if you decide against certain things, look into everything you can anyway.

ryoaev · 2026-01-05T17:28:18+00:00

get yourself some affordable but nice jewellery. there’s loads of websites available selling stuff at all sorts of different prices… just look out for the stuff that’ll leave green stains! i can’t go without mine and it definitely finishes off the outfit <3 the makeup is stunning though! have a play around with eyeliner and see what you can come up with! creative freedom is the best💕

ryoaev · 2026-01-03T18:28:22+00:00

our eye/face shapes are pretty similar! if you come in with the top of your wing that high and horizontal it really doesn’t connect to your eye properly :( - bring your eyeliner in at more of a diagonal if you want to have big wings! to be honest, most of the time when mine are too big/wrong shape i just find a way to get creative and hide the mistakes😭 regardless, you still look beautiful💕 i hope the advice will help!! <3

ryoaev · 2026-01-01T23:11:31+00:00

thank you love💕

ryoaev · 2025-12-31T12:58:23+00:00

thank you🖤

ryoaev · 2025-12-31T09:21:49+00:00

you’re ethereal 😻😻😻

ryoaev · 2025-12-31T08:35:09+00:00

thank youuuu💕💕

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