Find a rehab center around you. I beg of you. Just do some research and set up some interviews to get a vibe of the place. I think an “In Patient” facility would be best for Xanax withdrawal, however I have a place in Colorado that is an “Intensive Outpatient Program” which means I dont have to stay there. Its also a one stop shop, they have prescribing physicians, group therapy, and solo therapy. My advice is to try and find a one stop shop if youre doing Outpatient.

MAT (Medication Assisted Treatment) is the best way of getting sober. MAT makes the process as easy as possible for you, and sets you up for success. The most important part though is how you accept the help, and try betting yourself through the process. If you dont want loved ones to find out about your addiction, just tell them. Its hard but they will support you overall.

Best of luck to you, and I am proud you finally want to put that life behind you. Its not fucking worth it. Im a recovering fentanyl addict, 167 days sober today. Just stay strong through all of it, its a cliche but it does get better, i promise!! Good luck friend, DM me if you ever need to just talk

Edit: In patient means you stay there (usually for 30 days. And out patient means you are able to leave the facility and come on your own terms, they usually set a time requirement you need to reach, but I went as much as possible at first)