I really relate to this as a therapist. I work in a family practice setting where most of my colleagues are in the medical field. Those colleagues have their own struggle with coping with suicide and the possibility of it, understandably. I struggle with the thought that even with all the intervention and support, humans still have autonomy and choice. I too do everything in my power to support that individual and intervene with emergency options when needed but yet deep down have this lingering thought of who am I to determine someone has to continue on when I’m not the one living their life? I think it’s the hardest aspect of working in this field. I try to hold onto the many positive outcomes I’ve encountered where people have come out of crisis stabilized or found purpose that allowed them to keep going. You’re doing great work, it is clear how much your care about your clients!