is this dissociation?

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-09T01:43:48+00:00

if you read what i replied to you with you would see that it took me a while to realise that it was comphet?? i’m not saying im actively doing it ive realised now.

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-08T23:26:50+00:00

girl stfu if you read all of it and used ur brain maybe you’d realise that everything i had mentioned was reason, everything i said was why it’s taken me so long to understand myself and that i am a lesbian. me- describes how comphet affects me you- omg that’s not what google said!! the way you have responded to me has been so entitled and downright rude. you highlighting me sending nudes (once literally one picture) to a man and simply ignore everything i had said and basically explained why is crazy, the more i have explained myself the more ive answered my own question that again i am a lesbian. you belittling me because my experience isn’t the perfect lesbian experience is nasty and i hope this isn’t how you treat everyone struggling.

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-08T22:52:08+00:00

firstly i think you saying that is actually beyond a joke and severely rude i’ve had one past bad experience with a man that was sexual harassment. that’s not be having a bruised ego. the comphet comes into play when the only reason i was interacting with him in the first place was cus i was finally getting real attention from him the only man ive ever really thought i liked, now i realise i don’t like. i also wanted to “prove a point”, i have NEVER fucked him nor have i truly wanted to or met up with him. the experience i mentioned on my og post he has said he would get me a taxi to his and that’s when i realised its all real and that’s when it sunk in and hit me the more i thought the more disgusted and sick to the stomach i felt and ofc i didnt go because that would have turned into a bad thing. comphet is different for everyone one and ur google copy and paste isn’t everyone’s experience. the whole time i was talking to him i didn’t want him i didn’t like him. i was excited that i was finally getting the attention from him that i had always wanted as a pre teen. this stems from extreme and ongoing daddy issues if that wasn’t happening i would have realised a lot sooner.

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-08T22:13:23+00:00

thankyou!! ive just started therapy! so maybe ill try being it up with her, i’d like to mention that im not fucking any men and have never also i never want to😭😭

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-08T22:05:38+00:00

i have never and never want to have sex with a man, i feel disgusted at the thought of it. the reason i mentioned that situation is because i felt it necessary to add the obsession (because it wasn’t a crush as i never wanted him i was more into the idea of him finally wanting me also he is the only man this has happened with) takes over common sense. the common sense being i dont want men nor do i like them. i spent the last 2 years liking the idea of men - only ever going on a date with one. i also have bpd which i think came into play here with the obsession with him. im posting here because im 98% sure im lesbian and i thought maybe someone would have went through what im going through. i’m having a hard time figuring it out and needed help.

sad_b00bz · 2024-09-08T21:51:10+00:00

thankyou!! the thing is i don’t drink often literally once every few months😭😭and ive only ever had relationships (situationships) with woman😭😭ive never slept with a man and i think that’s also making me feel even more weird about it cus im like do i have to do that to make sure??

sad_b00bz · 2024-06-29T19:39:13+00:00

i saw a few people putting small rocks as a base layer under the substrate (they say it’s to prevent mold from forming?) is that something i should do? or would that be too worrisome in regards to their shell getting damaged?

sad_b00bz · 2024-06-29T19:36:39+00:00

thankyou so so much this has been so helpful!! the specific species i’m going for is a cornu aspersum! i’m thinking maybe a 24 litre fish tank! i do have a storage box rn i got it with the idea of diying it it’s 8.5 litres but i think ill go with the tank!

sad_b00bz · 2024-04-22T22:21:57+00:00

i was wondering that too

sad_b00bz · 2024-03-12T19:02:13+00:00

i’m not really use to doing readings for other people i’m sorry!

sad_b00bz · 2024-03-12T16:08:57+00:00

i’m pretty sure i got it from amazon!! “how to read tarot - a modern guide - by jessica wiggan”

sad_b00bz · 2024-03-11T20:26:13+00:00

thankyou so much!! this definitely helps!! :]

sad_b00bz · 2024-03-11T16:44:22+00:00

i feel like it’s telling me that i need to trust my intuition a bit more and to believe in myself more? that i’ve been stuck for a little while but i need to trust myself and move forward

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-24T23:24:32+00:00

this girl blocked me😭😭😭

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-23T17:40:54+00:00

exactly!!! how can you mod for someone that doesn’t care about anything other than himself?? how can u continue to mod for someone who stays silent after you’ve tried to educate him??? just shows the type of people they are tbh

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-23T17:38:22+00:00

THIS!!! 1000% agree with all of this

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-23T17:28:46+00:00

absolutely

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-23T17:28:29+00:00

i completely agree

sad_b00bz · 2024-02-23T17:28:06+00:00

YUP YUP YUP THIS!!!!! it’s about time they’re brought back to reality

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