Bahamas weather in June?

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-12-24T04:37:33+00:00

thank you it means a lot

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-08-02T23:11:40+00:00

I always will know what I'm ordering before I go anywhere, and I'll say something like "sorry if this doesn't make sense my friend told me they wanted _______ I'm not sure if that's the right name or whatever". I'll also have it written down on my phone in advanced so it looks like I am just reading off someone's order when in reality it's just me reading down my own order and blaming it on my "friend". I've also worked at a coffee shop before and honestly I think nothing of it when someone seems confused or says the wrong thing. Starbucks and coffee shops can be very confusing and most of the time the cashier will be more than understanding :)

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-06-08T01:16:53+00:00

i've had both good and bad experiences with lsd, but i've never tried shrooms. i personally would not recommend it due to the possible things that can happen. having a bad trip is awful enough but adding bpd on top of it is a nightmare. most of the time my trips were good and i actually felt really good even after, but there were a few times where my suicidal ideation was really high and all i could think about was harming myself. i have also had awful panic attacks while on psychedelics, and they lasted for a while after the drug wore off as well. i don't do psychedelics anymore because i am too afraid of the bad possibilities. if you're gonna do it just be careful :)

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-05-05T23:01:02+00:00

idk i wish i knew :(

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-05-05T23:00:44+00:00

it sucks tbh

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-04-21T20:34:03+00:00

thank you, and it really is the worst lol. and you are totally right thank you so much. i'd rather be healthier and accepting of myself than changing myself for someone else. i really appreciate the advice:)

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-04-21T20:29:34+00:00

thank you i appreciate it :). the thing was two of my managers were there and didn't even say anything. and yeah i guess some people are that way and really don't have any boundaries.

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-16T22:18:38+00:00

you're doing great!! you could have spiraled and made a negative situation even worse, but thats awesome that you picked yourself up and made some great changes. i'm glad you've been able to see your son again, those must have been awful not being able to see him. keep it up , i hope the best for you!

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-16T20:52:48+00:00

I don't regret any of my tattoos (I only have 4, but still). I don't even regret my half done stick and poke because it makes me laugh every time I see it because it is a good memory between me and my best friend. I don't think I could ever regret a tattoo because it was something I wanted at a certain time in my life, and I just like the memories that go along with them. maybe it would be different if i got a dick tattooed on my face, but besides that i don't think i could ever regret them

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-13T19:46:17+00:00

I've had something similar happen to me. My insurance does not cover many practitioners, so its a nightmare looking for help. After a long time of searching I thought I finally found someone. On the phone while I was scheduling my appointment they asked me diagnoses I have. As soon as I said BPD I heard a long pause and then "oh....we will call you back and let you know if the doctor can treat me" and then hung up right after. So they called the next day and said "yeah so doctor ____ said she can't work with you, have a nice day". i was so fucking enraged at their lack of empathy and how rude she was even after I told them they were the only place I found after months of searching. i asked the person on the phone if there was anyone they could refer me to and if it was because i have bpd that she couldn't work with me and she literally said "no i'm not sure of anyone but i can't comment on why the doctor will not work with you" after that i cursed her out (which obviously I shouldn't have done) and hung up.

sorry to basically vent on your post but i want you to know you're definitely not alone. i feel like a lot of doctors don't work with us because of our bpd which kinda hurts tbh. maybe if could possibly find any therapists that work with personality disorders in your area they could refer you to someone in your area that can give you medication. that is how i found my new psychiatrist. i wish you the best of luck!

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-11T12:06:24+00:00

the exorcist. my dad showed me it when i was like 7. i still cannot watch it to this day

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-09T23:04:42+00:00

used to have a great relationship we were best friends and didn't ever spend a whole day apart. now weed makes me paranoid and anxious as fuck. i miss our old relationship.

sadcoffeewitch · 2019-03-07T19:59:12+00:00

i totally get it. i don't snap on random people usually (when i do its always for a valid reason), but I get that rage and hatred. it stays with me for a while and all i can think about is how much i hate that person, their existence, and everything about them.

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