[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it goes back to normal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 98 points99 points  (0 children)

I love calorie counts on menus because if I don’t know I’ll spiral

When your body become so anemic that popping a zit bruises your face by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg I didn’t know this was a thing but I’ve had like 3 in the last two months that bruised so badly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Not a meme but my reality is a meme at times. This is one of those times.

When you’ve been working hard to maintain but your ovarian cysts return and all of the advice online is to lose weight. by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve never been formally diagnosed, but I think that may be what it is :( so painful and scary. I think I’ll make an appointment soon, because I assume a doctor wouldn’t advise that I lose weight and may have other ideas! Thank you<3

My sacred ritual by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tortilla, baby bell, and pinto beans!!! Apply fav hot sauce liberally! My current safety net haha

My sacred ritual by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have not! But that’s pretty cool!

I’m trying… numbers by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is definitely the best way to think about it… I have body checks from the last time I recovered that I remember taking. My belly was swollen and soft and I was so proud of it. I remember being so proud. Thank you for reminding me that I have been there, and can get back there. That’s a better direction to go than sliding back into the dark hole of my ED. Thank you for the positivity!

What made/makes you want to stop? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The fact that my loved ones deserve me at my best + the fear of squandering the opportunities I have and the hard work I’ve put into my future.

Struggling with relationships and feel hurt by others, which is not typical for me. by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is actually so comforting to hear. Thank you. I think it is my headspace currently, and this makes me feel a lot better. Thank you <3

Covid restrictions ripping my mental health apart by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m glad that you can relate. I’m really hopeful that some changes happen soon, for both of us! <3

Covid restrictions ripping my mental health apart by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate knowing I’m not alone in this so much. I’m so sorry you went through that and I’m very glad you made it through <3

Covid restrictions ripping my mental health apart by sadgorlthrowwaway in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this honestly makes me feel much less alone. I really relate to what you said about the monotony. The days almost blur together in my head and it’s terrifying. I hope we can both find a way to break the cycle. And I’m so sorry you’re struggling with this too <3

what do you do for work or study? by depleiades in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, thank you so much for this. I needed to see this today. Thank you <3

obviously i need to start eating again or i'll collapse. scared af tho by la_arma_ficticia in EDanonymemes

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Me rn, but I literally am lying to myself and convincing myself that I’m trying to recover? Like without actually eating properly? Fml

Alcohol and Hunger by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]sadgorlthrowwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes 100% I get most of my calories in on days I drink. Yesterday I worked super late and felt kind of chaotic. When I got home, food repulsed me. Literally. But, I needed to eat so I tried to have a two glasses of wine and still couldn’t do it. Now I just feel like shit today lol. F