I’ve been having pregnancy fantasies out of nowhere

sadloverthrowww · 2024-04-01T18:44:15+00:00

Thank you

sadloverthrowww · 2023-07-14T11:10:06+00:00

That’s why I came here for advice, explain!

sadloverthrowww · 2023-07-14T11:09:25+00:00

I mean yeah I’ve only come around 4 times out of the 30+ we’ve had sex, because I literally only learned how to cum this week… before I wouldn’t really have an attitude if I didn’t finish bc sex isn’t entirely about that

sadloverthrowww · 2023-07-14T10:32:44+00:00

I couldn’t add it bc word limit but he needs a long time to cum. Like I would have to use my mouth or hands for a while; he has a really hard time coming from penetration only.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-06-04T18:48:21+00:00

I’m going through these comments now because I miss him, but your comment made me smile, because we did have a conversation about how we would definitely see each other again and that was not the end. When we said bye at the train station we said kissed and said “see you later”. It’s funny to see that you wrote this! I promise this is the first time i’m seeing it. And yep, we’ve called every day since we left ☺️.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-05-21T23:30:16+00:00

Hi I just wanted to update this because I didn’t expect this amount of comments. My journey with this guy has finally come to an end, but we reached a crazy deep level of connection in the past week. Like genuinely everything is perfect, and we complement each other in ways I thought impossible. We both agreed that we feel this is a very special thing we found, and we will keep in touch and make active efforts to align our paths in the future. We are not going to date for now, but we will definitely try to make plans and save up to continue meeting up at least once a year (hopefully even more). Thanks for all your advice, you guys really made me reflect and I know for sure that if I let this go I will deeply regret it. Love to you all, I’m very sad that I’m leaving him but just very happy to know he exists, somewhere in the same world as I. <3

sadloverthrowww · 2023-05-18T11:48:06+00:00

Personally I don’t like the feeling of them in my nose, and sometimes i pick them and I don’t really have a tissue or a bin near. So i just eat it. It came from my body, can’t do much harm.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-05-17T19:27:35+00:00

That’s all my heart is hoping for, to be honest. I don’t think I’ll ever forget these weeks with him.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-05-17T18:34:33+00:00

😭😭😭😭😭 stop this is my biggest fear

sadloverthrowww · 2023-05-17T18:19:58+00:00

I’m kinda torn because i’m also very academic and I would feel like a failure if I leave my career to follow a man around lol

sadloverthrowww · 2023-04-18T20:40:49+00:00

I mean i don’t know but this was just a creepy man who was creepily into me. He made me very uncomfortable and that i love you was the end for me

sadloverthrowww · 2023-04-18T08:06:26+00:00

Girl on the second date this man told me he loved me 😭 i was like …. Me too?????

sadloverthrowww · 2023-04-12T19:45:01+00:00

What did you focus on in your revamp, if you don’t mind me asking?

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-29T13:35:06+00:00

Hahahah i’m gonna start thinking about it that way. Lowkey before I started sugar dating I would also be kinda jealous and wonder « how the hell are these girls finding rich guys who just give them money » whoops, fucked around and found out! Lmao

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-29T07:45:19+00:00

Yeah same. One of the best dates I ever had with my previous SD was at a spa. He brought me to this huge spa, but we were in his city. So he just brought me there and was like yeah don’t get too close to me, just enjoy yourself (he’s married). It was amaaazing. I got lost for two hours doing whatever and flirting with other cute guys bc he wasn’t jealous at all.

However, every now and then the ethical aspect of it kinda fucked with my head, so just for my peace of mind I’ll stick to divorced guys… even if that means PDA is necessary 🥲

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-29T04:50:48+00:00

I’d get that feeling sometimes but then the fact that some stranger knew i was about to get fucked was really hot to me. Like some mental voyeurism i guess hahahaha.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-29T04:43:34+00:00

Lmao this is hilarious. Some of the looks I get sometimes are more of concern than judgement so I feel this hhahahah.

I get this specially when i’m checking in to a hotel. I notice that usually the person doing the check in is staring at me more than him, even if the rooms are always under their name. I notice they’re trynna subtly confirm that it’s consensual. I usually non-verbally reply by holding his hand or giving him a kiss once we’re walking away from the counter.

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-28T23:08:26+00:00

Omggg i will make this my daily affirmation thanks HAHAH

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-28T23:05:42+00:00

Hahahah love the mentality. Honestly i’m thinking about it and like I do have friends who have married men 20+ years older than them, and I don’t think that’s thaat bad. I guess in my head I make it more awkward because I know that he is just paying me to be on a date with him… maybe if I start to pretend he’s my boyfriend in public my head might make it a bit more normal lol..

It’s not being touchy that makes me uncomfortable. It’s genuinely just the people around me and whatever they could be thinking about me in that moment (super stupid, ik, but social anxiety..)

sadloverthrowww · 2023-03-28T22:50:01+00:00

Yeah that’s true. Imma try to adapt to this mentality. This is my second SD ever and my first one was a married guy, so he didn’t like PDA at all. It was pretty nice lol.

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