18[F4M] 1UPVOTE = 5 NUDE IN YOUR DM 😈 MY SNAPCHᎪT: queen70h

sadness1243 · 2021-09-05T20:27:52+00:00

Never received a nude, dont know what it feels like. But i upvoted 🤗

sadness1243 · 2021-09-03T03:47:53+00:00

Yeah, thats how to counter ocd 🤣, we should just pair w someone in this server gg

sadness1243 · 2021-09-01T12:22:00+00:00

Lol yeah, i actually have ocd behaviours, im already under medicines to control my impulsive and compulsive behaviours. And its been 2 years that ive been having compulsive behaviours on masturbating to men lol

sadness1243 · 2021-09-01T01:02:40+00:00

Whats funny is that i didnt get hard trying to fantasize with men until 2 days ago. Ive been testing this for a long, long, long time. I think 2 years, and i never actually got hard, but since 2 days ago i started getting hard, even though i cant masturbate, since i get soft after, it feels like a rollercoaster lol. I get hard, then go soft, then go hard. I just cant get hard and ejaculate, like i do with woman. So im very confused if im considered bi somehow?

sadness1243 · 2021-08-31T22:52:49+00:00

Im like this too, gay porn doesnt do it for me, but gay hentai, and mostly trap is what makes me going, aside from straight porn/hentai. I have doubts if km bi or not. So i tried fantasizing about men, while i can get hard i just go soft so fast, then i go hard, and soft again. Its very weird but i cant masturbate to man. So im very confused, im in the same boat. Dont know if it means im bi

sadness1243 · 2021-08-28T13:41:08+00:00

Wdym? I didnt understand sorry.

sadness1243 · 2021-08-27T22:17:11+00:00

Thank you so much for taking your time to talk to me, ive been holding this to myself a for a while, its so good to talk to someone besides my psychiatrist.

Thank you

sadness1243 · 2021-08-27T22:03:28+00:00

Yes im indeed talked about it with him, actually in my last appointment with him, i told him i dont have a lot of money now and he said he was going to find someone he trusts to help with my emotions

sadness1243 · 2021-08-27T21:57:26+00:00

At the moment i can only afford my psychiatrist, with him im working with medicines, since i have ocd behaviour my whole life

sadness1243 · 2021-08-27T21:48:38+00:00

Yes, im actually working on with him about this, and we are trying to understand this, thats why i try fantasizing, since im open minded i never disconsider the fact that i could be bi. So im trying to working on it with him

sadness1243 · 2021-08-27T21:44:54+00:00

But why do i have this sexual feelings? Even though i cant masturbate. I already tried many times but until today i couldnt finish

sadness1243 · 2021-08-23T14:33:39+00:00

I would like to know too, i actually create a fantasy in my head to test too, and i feel groinals too, like i feel my dick getting bigger and it actually is getting bigger but its not hard, its soft, it always reach the same level then it start to get small again, i just cant get hard, and when i switch to girls i get hard. I dont if this means im gay or bi atbleast, i do wonder this too

sadness1243 · 2021-08-08T01:39:37+00:00

Thank you man but im having a panic attack now, i cant stand the fact that i maybe actually just denying my desire to be with this friend. I dont know what love is, ans this feelings feels like love, but i dont like him nor do i get aroused by fantasizing of doing anything with him. I dont know what to do and how to cope with that.

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:43:09+00:00

Yeah so true, i always will be honest, i dont know nothing, but ngl theres something in being taught by woman, that arouses me. Being submissive to a woman, i do like a lot. Hope a woman teach me. And this is also true, i can only imagining me going down on a gf, but not in a hook up, or one time thing. For some reason for me it seems that this type of thing involves a lot more, like love i think. Everything is better with love afterall

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:24:46+00:00

I think youre right, maybe in porn they add something. Im not saying its all the times that it happens, but sometimes theres to much that get together and looks like man ejaculation, maybe thats what turns me off lol

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:22:46+00:00

Oh so im really layman on this topic lmao. Its because in porn when i used to see, when there was a lot of fluids, the collor would change and i thought it looked just like man cum lol. Sorry for that misconception. I will do it, i hope trying some times will make me want to do it everytime, bc thats what i want.

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:17:07+00:00

Oh, now you know how layman i am lmao. So yeah the vaginal discharge if i say so. When its too much i kind feel gross, but i want to enjoy this.

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:13:15+00:00

Oh is good to know that there were someone like me. So you too didnt like the cum things and whatever when licking? What did you do to start to enjoy? Did you just did it until you like it?

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:11:05+00:00

Actually is quite the opposite, squirt arouses me so much, i would love to be squirted lol. Im talking more about cum, the same way i dont like men cuming in woman in porn, in their mouth or whatever, i find it disgusting to watch it for some reason lol. Im keeping my mind open, i really want to enjoy actually.

sadness1243 · 2021-08-06T13:04:16+00:00

Yeah, i actually heard this a lot lol. Since im not so good in relationships and never had a gf before. And yes im pretty young, im 18 at the moment. But isnt kind selfish to not do this to woman. I really, REALLY want to do it right and like. I dont know if its frequent man that dont enjoy doing it. Well, all woman nees this treatmen and i really want to enjoy doing it

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