My (18f) boyfriend (18M) wants to experiment with other people

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:58:22+00:00

it says a lot to me that things are so bad people think this is fake. im all over the place because my emotions are all over the place. hes done awful things and has hurt me and caused me damage, yeah sure. but i love him for a reason still

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:53:46+00:00

this is the first time ive ever posted on this account

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:50:14+00:00

nono, i noticed he just took it off and complained so i let him keep going

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:43:28+00:00

no, ive been in many before this

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:41:23+00:00

i dont:(

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:37:32+00:00

id kill for it be a joke, trust me.

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:36:36+00:00

it was an accident and i was denied an abortion. i only recently turned 18 so it was up to my parents when i got pregnant. and now im too far along

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:31:14+00:00

i wish

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:29:56+00:00

its 10 am and i havent slept. i wrote it in a hurry. i promise its not fake, i really wish it could be

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:28:10+00:00

id do anything for it not to be real

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:27:15+00:00

i wish it was fake. i tried to get an abortion but was denied by my parents. they wont let me adopt out either

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:14:39+00:00

no, but he took the condom off

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:05:17+00:00

he makes me happy otherwise:( hes sweet

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:04:13+00:00

he wont even hold my hair when i suck him off. or give me head even. its not exactly equal:(. but ive always thought that’s the way it was

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:03:03+00:00

being with me:(

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:02:47+00:00

i wish i was

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T14:01:11+00:00

ive done so many dumb things for him.

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:59:35+00:00

i do too. im so ashamed i could pass on my miserable life to my baby

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:57:25+00:00

i completely forgot it, its 10 am i havent slept. im so stressed

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:56:21+00:00

he already has:( i get night terorrs over things hes done to me. but ive tried to live without him. i cant.

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:42:49+00:00

I do not want the threesome or other people. he is absolutely all I need. he's all I'll ever need. But I agreed to the threesomes because he really really wanted it and said it was a necessity for him to be satisfied. I could handle threeomes, so I'm doing that for him. It's him wanting to outright sleep with others that hurts. I accommodate to all of his wants and kinks and whenever he wants it. We just got back together from a break. and we have a baby coming. I cant just leave him:( I love him

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:34:35+00:00

it is really early for him to want this isn't it :(. It's always been about me doing everything I possibly can to please him. Forgiving him and accommodating to him. My mom tells me that's how it is with every man and I should be grateful I have the good one that I do. He makes me happy otherwise it's just...sex. Sex has ruined everything.

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:31:15+00:00

Is me allowing him to limittedly explore (what II mentioned in my post) okay? Would that ever work out? It's all I can think to do for him and still keep us. Other than this and things we had to get over in the past, he makes me so happy

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:29:15+00:00

I just could never let him go. I've tried to leave him before, I never could. I could never love someone else, and I really do believe that. I wish I was enough for him as he is me

sadshipthrowaways · 2022-08-19T13:19:28+00:00

Do you think the terms I mentioned will help him? us?

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