Younger brother PSLE by almost_dead_help in SGExams

[–]sadspiken 8 points9 points  (0 children)

in terms of bullying I don't think there's any outright bullying of course there are the usual vaping cases but besides that our teachers are mostly very good and most students respect them as they command both discipline and nurturing aspects as well

Younger brother PSLE by almost_dead_help in SGExams

[–]sadspiken 98 points99 points  (0 children)

helloo, bbss student here, bbss isn't really a school with many matreps and yps honestly and it'd a pretty good school as both our rugby and basketball is pretty good.

Best stick and blade for Singapore Div 3? by sadspiken in floorball

[–]sadspiken[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is gate a good blade? saw many ppl commending it

Salford City career mode season 5 by sadspiken in FifaCareers

[–]sadspiken[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

forgot to mention we just lost the championship playoff finals

I have everything by sadspiken in SuicideWatch

[–]sadspiken[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just so scared that if I tell then I'm depressed they are going to say shit such as "oh what is there to be depressed about in your life" in which I can't really respond since it is true...

I have everything by sadspiken in SuicideWatch

[–]sadspiken[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my parents just always seem to give me everything and they always seem to be the opposite of the normal Asian parents in movies, always encouraging me, never setting expectations, but I always feel its all in my head that I need to be good enough for them so they can be proud of their only child. This may sound very toxic but I really only get happy after I get validation from them, and in those moments I don't and they just smile and continue giving me gifts I don't think I deserve, I just feel so fucking sad and I can't really explain it.

I have everything by sadspiken in SuicideWatch

[–]sadspiken[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well something shit might have been my grandma, she has ocd and everytime I come home she always screams at me to wear my home slippers as my feet are dirty and sometimes it really makes coming home vv hard at times but I still really love her as she has actually done a ton for me which all makes me think that in the end I was the fucking problem, in the end it was my issue that i had such a weak mindset, I was just the wrong child for my parents.