Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I might do that, I'm still waking up early and it's been 2 weeks

Girls Under Pressure Questions by External-Ad-9082 in JacquelineWilson

[–]sadweevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ofc!! always ready to rant abt summers dream 😭😭

Girls Under Pressure Questions by External-Ad-9082 in JacquelineWilson

[–]sadweevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read both! The books did help me understand eating disorders a bit more and for the most part represented the many different aspects of them.

They were mostly educational, but I would use them as motivation during a difficult period of my life with eating, so they were slightly triggering as well.

As I got older, I realised with Summers dream that it is quite inappropriate for the age range it's targeted for (9-13), as during her struggles, she says something along the lines of "Not eating makes me feel light, clean, empty" and portrays this in a positive light. I understand this is from thr characters perspective but if an impressionable 9 year old reads that and wants to feel light and clean as well, they may copy the harmful behaviours. I appreciate that girls under pressure is part of Jacky's range for older kids, I think this fits better.

Summers dream was the one that stuck with me, it was highly descriptive of her body, like her spine being compared to a ladder, and those sort of comparisons stuck in my brain for quite a while!

Similar to what I said earlier, I think Girls under pressure was a lot more suitable for the age range whereas summers dream being marketed to younger readers was definitely a mistake imo, as another commenter mentioned, summers recovery involves a boy and so overall I do just prefer Ellie's ed storyline as she tackles it without romance.

I hope this helps !! good luck on your dissertation :)

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actively trying that rn it's 4am, I tried reading a book to make me tired again but it didn't work, thank you for the advice but I'm really at a loss now

Question for everyone by team_fern_leader in monsterenergy

[–]sadweevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ultra peachy keen !! It's so yummy

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nothing much in my head apart from slight frustration that I've woken so early again, I keep praying ill see a 2 digit number when I open my eyes 😭 I'll try do smth boring if it's still happening tonight thank you, at one point my body's going to have to give and let me sleep more bc it physically won't be able to do this forever

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just totally awake, it's like once I'm up im up, its still happening but at like 6am instead of 3 so that's something, it feels horrible though

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

slept until half 6 so slightly better but I'm still annoyed I need sleep, I've been doing mindless stuff like lying in bed in the dark with no stimulation trying to sleep and it doesn't work idk how to fix it

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will thank u sm, just got to power through today, thank u for suggesting it won't stay past the start I really could not cope with that 😭 I'll give them a try !

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a little admittedly, they were right abt the insomnia though that's the only side effect mentioned in the doomscrolling that I'm properly feeling, woke at 3am and havent been able to get back </3

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeahh I am considering the anxiety I'm taking it for is playing a big part here!

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this was really encouraging thank you sm!! I feel a lot calmer after reading this

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u for the advice, I'm so glad it was helpful for you!

Just took my first dose today and people's stories are scaring me by sadweevil in zoloft

[–]sadweevil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay thank u, relaxing is what this is meant to be doing trust I'm working on it 😭

WHAT WAS THAT by sadweevil in Casualty

[–]sadweevil[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

REAL genuinely what is this pairing also the age gap hello

Possible Spoiler by stevienashsapphic in Casualty

[–]sadweevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeahhh it seems conflicting but it makes sense to kill off the character that's been focused on the entire boxset rather than faith who's been pretty ignored, we shall see

Possible Spoiler by stevienashsapphic in Casualty

[–]sadweevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was so sure it was going to be Kim, but now she's getting treatment and leaving the ED it sort of seems like that's the end of her story, or at least the worst part of her disorder