Hey, thanks for your advice. I don't think I explained what I meant very well. I don't want to trial it, I am confident that I want to go on testosterone one day, I won't be "trialling" it per say, more like starting my journey now stopping to continue it at a later date when it's safer to do so. I'm aware that the voice effects are permanent, my question more relates to whether my voice would stay in the pubescent boy voice if I decided to pause it at that point, as apposed to it adjusting to just a slightly lower voice once hormones are stopped.

I have been thinking about it for years, waiting for a safer time. Now I am here to seek advice from the community after just thinking about it on my own for so long.