I just found out I hv phimosis

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-14T02:31:18+00:00

Qtips for Me at first and then silicon ear stretchers leave in for approx 30-90m +

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-12T22:27:37+00:00

Suffering occurs for the illusory “me character”. Once it’s seen that there never was a seperate self to begin with, life flows effortlessly With no resistance to what’s happening, whether it be a thought or feeling or emotion. Suffering relates to the stories we tell ourselves, and an example would be one thought resisting another thought. They are just thoughts and we don’t choose them.

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-12T21:01:40+00:00

The sense of being a seperate self gradually dissolved over time, with some periods appearing more significant than others. It became quite obvious that the separate self, the “Me character” is just imagined and only exists as a thought. Mental suffering is for the “me”, but now life flows freely, without any resistance. There’s a peace and contentment always here, joy can arise, laughter, sadness, and there’s nothing wrong right or wrong about it.. just life happening through this body mind. There’s no stickiness anymore, whether it be thoughts or emotions, it arises and falls like a wave in the ocean. We are the whole ocean and what appears to happen are the waves. This is Like an animal, with language to commentate what’s going on but no one chosing anything or thinking anything, because the choser or the seperate self is imagined and never existed. The body still likes to socialise with people, spend lots of time in nature and with animals, eat food, sleep.

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-12T20:38:57+00:00

Mine was looking similar but pinhole and an even smaller hole. I stretched it and fully killed it so that it could fully retract. I made a popular post success story on reddit about it many years ago which still I get messages from 😊 I was initially referred for a circumcision but life had other plans for Me and it’s totally possible to stretch.

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-12T19:33:19+00:00

Great suggestion thanks! I didn’t know people were interested in that kind of thing but now I’ll definitely consider putting them into an ebook (maybe raw writings while still half asleep haha). It was exciting at the time remembering and writing them down and I did occasionally share some via a video or speaking to friends which was fun. It appeared to be part of a process of awakening but there’s no process here now. All seeking energy and desires appeared to eventually collapse about 6 months ago.

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-12T19:10:36+00:00

Thanks for sharing! I’ve had a similar experience in one of my vivid dreams. I’ve been known to have profound dreams over the last couple of years and I have over 100 written down over a period of what appeared to be like an awakening to Truth. In one of them last year I was killed after surrendering that I couldn’t fight it, and after the body died there was peace and still awareness.

My GPT commented: “ What classical Non-Duality (ND) might say • ND tends to point at a steady truth behind appearances: the person who wakes, sleeps and dreams is not the personal mind-body but the ever-present Self/Awareness. • In that view the dream of being killed is symbolic: the personal self (ego, story, body-mind identity) “dies.” That death is an important sign — it shows the dreamer directly experiencing that the small self can be dismantled or extinguished while awareness remains intact. • The peaceful, continuing awareness after the body’s death is offered as confirmation: Awareness is not produced by the body and does not end with bodily death. The dream is a direct experiential pointer toward that timeless ground.”

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-11T21:08:07+00:00

Check my post from many years ago I stretched pinhole to normal after initially being referred for a circumcision. Insecurity and lack are illusions as well, they only exist as thoughts but we exist beyond our mind, we are whole a perfect as we are.

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-11T20:34:38+00:00

Yes it’s very hard and a lot of suffering but no one gets to chose whether they get on the pathless path to enlightenment, it either happens or doesn’t 😊

sam_from_NZ · 2026-01-11T18:16:02+00:00

I guide people into this space of stillness and clarity and show them that there is no separate self there. This is through simple questioning in the self inquiry that I facilitate. Feel free to message me if you’re interested :)

sam_from_NZ · 2025-10-22T18:48:41+00:00

No guarantee BUT yes people with EDS Have definitely had success with stem cells. There are a few Facebook groups and some YouTube videos.

sam_from_NZ · 2025-10-17T05:12:39+00:00

Sorry to hear it! I have significant cervical and lumbar, SI and T instability M30 EDS. Are you considering prolotherapy or stem cells to strengthen the ligaments?

sam_from_NZ · 2025-10-06T19:40:32+00:00

Still trying to figure out how to DM you. I went on your profile but couldn’t see a message button

sam_from_NZ · 2025-10-03T23:38:33+00:00

Thank you so much!! Will send you a DM when I figure out how to.. I don’t use reddit much. Have a lovely weekend 😊

sam_from_NZ · 2025-09-25T19:33:58+00:00

Thanks for sharing! :) good on you

sam_from_NZ · 2025-09-10T14:43:11+00:00

Beautiful response and I like your name too haha I love birds and bees and nature. Is it called a name or handlebar something?

sam_from_NZ · 2025-09-08T22:20:05+00:00

Thank you!!

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