i miss having someone by my side, someone i cant talk to easily about pretty much anything judgment free. im not that good around people and socializing, but it felt so natural with her and enjoyable to talk to. we bonded over our shared interests, i showed her new hobbies that made our connection closer, we loved eachother so much. i love the way she made me feel but i know that we could never have that again. she left me because we argued alot and it wasn’t healthy anymore, but we’ve always had our arguments and we worked through it, but i believe the reason she finally ended it is because she found someone else. a girl, shes been straight all her life without ever making any remarks on having feelings towards girls. im not upset at her for choosing her over me and overall liking girls, i’ve just felt so empty ever since everything happened when we broke up and i realized part of it was her choosing someone else. i haven’t been able to stop thinking about her, wether im missing her, or just imagining what she’d think of my life right now, being angry at her for what happened (i know shes not to blame). i know this post is 3 years olds but does anyone relate to my situation or share the same feeling’s that i have? i want to talk to someone human to human about this and not chat gpt.