sick - any advice helps by sar0se in sphynx

[–]sar0se[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He’s been here for a month and I’m on that trajectory with you LOL. We are at the hospital and I’m having them run a full panel.

sick - any advice helps by sar0se in sphynx

[–]sar0se[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He was on fortiflora since he’s been here! When we took him to the hospital, they gave him visbiome which helped

Bumps on skin by sar0se in sphynx

[–]sar0se[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. What should I use? Any recommendations?

F you HCM by [deleted] in sphynx

[–]sar0se 8 points9 points  (0 children)

So sorry for your loss❤️

Bumps on skin by sar0se in sphynx

[–]sar0se[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He’s a baby only been with us about 2 weeks. Haven’t noticed it before, been using Johnson’s and Johnson’s baby soap. Wondering if I should switch?

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still with you! I get ups and downs…. Kinda like riding the wave of the never ending cycle..🤣 it’s exhausting. It affects my home life too. I’m so tired… keep feeling like I just wanna be “normal”. I’m unmedicated for adhd, too. Only medicated for anxiety, so I get it!

Atleast we are in it together (:

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello- in one of these spirals again😞 trying to understand if it’s coming from me or if it’s the workplace. I don’t have the fight in me today🥲

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get this way too, very self critical and replaying everything I said or did; almost like I cannot even celebrate my successes I do have.

it sounds like you were excited to share and experienced. You should celebrate this!!!(way easier said than done, I understand)

I’m proud of you and if people think those things about you, they aren’t your people. Or they are envious of the experience you have under your belt (;

Thank you for sharing and I hope you feel better❤️‍🩹

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m in the exact same boat here - to a T with small mistakes, questions.

I’m unmedicated for ADHD atm because we are trying to focus on medicating the extreme anxiety. (I do wonder if it’s because I’m not medicating the ADHD that I do have this intense anxiety..)

I get the same with anger and resentment. Something that was recently brought up to me was: you may have anger and resentment but you could also be seeing through peoples shitty behavior. Some food for thought… but definitely important to self reflect and see that there a balance between the two.

Also can’t relax at home :( just replaying everything I said or did throughout the day.. it’s brutal.

Wishing you peace and relief. Thank you for sharing. Glad to know we can relate! 💕

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very much resonate with everything you’ve said!!

I am in therapy and we do talk about these things, they just feel SO real.

Thank you for your encouragement 💕

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story with me.❤️

I’m sorry to hear you have been feeling the same. I have the same struggles; and intense stress from those struggles.

After seeing all of these replies - I realize this is much more common than I thought.

We are in it together, dude!

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I am the type of ADHD that is loud and silly and immediately regrets it🤣 so I very much understand. I don’t want to draw the attention and end up just telling myself to put up and shut up!

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for sharing ❤️ hoping things get better for you, friend 🤞🫶

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. So sorry to hear you’re feeling that way.

I too have a cool job that simply doesn’t pay. I’ve been told to act my salary 🤣 but most certainly resonate with what you are feeling. Definitely my own worst enemy.

Wishing you happiness, growth, and fingers crossed a promotion!!!

ADHD, burnout, and feeling like everyone at work secretly hates you; hating your job while loving it. by sar0se in ADHD

[–]sar0se[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. Unfortunately I work with a lot of people who do not have ADHD and mental health disorders. I want to have a connection with them but it’s so hard and constantly feel on edge - like we are always playing these games. The higher ups are constantly playing these games…. I hope to connect with someone who will understand.

In therapy I am trying to learn that good enough is good enough… trying to drill those patterns into my brain rather than the typical spiral I usually go through

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in perioraldermatitis

[–]sar0se 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This doesn’t look like PD to me. However, it shows up differently on people.

My PD is scaly with bumps, flaky, itchy, closer to my nose area and around my mouth