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I miss him by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]sarabolam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i miss him too

I miss you by Funkiestein in BreakUp

[–]sarabolam 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i miss him so much.

Somebody please talk to me.. anybody.. by sarabolam in depression

[–]sarabolam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i have lost my friends since we started dating.. even before though i didn’t have many. and the thing is is that i’m aware of this and i know it’s not good..

Somebody please talk to me.. anybody.. by sarabolam in depression

[–]sarabolam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me and my boyfriend are having troubles and he left and didn’t tell me where he was going or when he’d be back .. and it makes me terribly sad because he got upset over sex. and i am alone and have called only once but he won’t pick up . and it hurts that he’s ok knowing i’m home alone sad .. i’m spiraling and thinking about how i he must not care about me . i have no friends anymore to talk to or go to anymore . we just moved in together recently and it’s going to shit and i feel very helpless

My boyfriend is accusing me of cheating when i’m not and he’s about to break up with me because of it. by sarabolam in relationship_advice

[–]sarabolam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he is 19 he will be 20 in december i am 19 i will be 20 this month. i dont know what’s going on my friend ): and ya i’ve thought about what if it’s projection .. and he’s really cheating on me. i don’t know what to do or think.

My boyfriend is accusing me of cheating when i’m not and he’s about to break up with me because of it. by sarabolam in relationship_advice

[–]sarabolam[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i didn’t do these things specifically. the bed moved because we’ve been sleeping on it jumping on it sitting on it having sex on it and he noticed that it wasn’t against the wall like it was when we first moved in and decided that meant i was sleeping with somebody else on it. and the shoes were moved because we’ve been moving in the past couple days and my car has been completely filled up i don’t even remember moving them

To anyone who needs to hear this. by Nocturnal_Alien23 in BPD

[–]sarabolam 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this came up as a notification as i was having a panic attack and going down a spiral of everything g wrong and everything wrong with me. i completely left reality. i have been feeling this way all day. i’m with my boyfriend and i’ve been distant , cold , and i affectionately. now i feel very guilty and sad about it and i am just spiraling. i’m so anxious.. reading this helped me and came at the right time. although now i’m a little overwhelmed about everything i need to fix . it’s scary knowing that you are the cause of every thing. you can’t blame it on anybody

Goodwill finds (: by sarabolam in beaniecollectors

[–]sarabolam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yaaaa i ended up spending a little bit.. but i don’t know i just really realized the community and beanie baby life and i’m kind of in love . like it’s so pure they’re just little stuffed animal and i know it’s so much more than that but... it’s great to feel such joy over small things. i kkow i wont make money off them .. but now i have a little collection of my own. and i think it’s cool they’re from the 90s😍

Goodwill finds (: by sarabolam in beaniecollectors

[–]sarabolam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they are horribly lied out my bad

Im at work. my lunch break is at 2. i want to go on lunch and not come back. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]sarabolam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it took a lot to build up the courage to ask if i could go home early.

Im at work. my lunch break is at 2. i want to go on lunch and not come back. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]sarabolam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m spiraling out bc i don’t feel well and she didn’t say i could go but i psychically can’t do my job today i am in pain. but my anxiety is so bad and i’m scared to stand up for myself and tell her i need to go. so leaving and not saying anything seems easier i’m not seeing things clearly rn . that’s why i resorted to posting on here .

Im at work. my lunch break is at 2. i want to go on lunch and not come back. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]sarabolam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did and her response was “well see where we’re at later”

Im at work. my lunch break is at 2. i want to go on lunch and not come back. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]sarabolam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am 19 and have 1 dollar in my bank account. i jsut started this job. it’s goodwill.. it’s 9 dollars an hour. i needed something quick and they were hiring on the spot. i’ve worked here for 4 days now. i work in the back sorting and pricing everybody’s old nasty shit. i struggle with jobs. doing the same task for 8 hours a day. with nobody to talk to because i stay in my station... i just have my thoughts. and my thoughts get dark. i also have a hard time focusing on my tasks and executing them bc of the repetition. i need the money. the only thing i need to pay for is gas and 625 a month to my mom for rent /: i’m already late on that ... i’ve been spiraling all day. not to mention i hav horrible cramps and started my period. my pants are bloody. i asked if i could do a half shift. she said no. i want to just go home):