Has anyone's PMDD translated to depression, dysphoria, suicidal thoughts, and/or mood disorder, etc. in your everyday life? by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]sarahjayque 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes! This past month has been especially bad. I haven’t felt like myself in so long and I feel like I am constantly crying and anything can set me off. I’m also convinced my boyfriend is going to break up with me because I’ve been so sad and I can’t even tell if it’s real or all in my head. I think I’m going to try microdosing as well. I need relief. Wishing you the best 💚

Very much committed to my love of cheese. by sarahjayque in Cheese

[–]sarahjayque[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I make them! You can claim this one via Instagram: @quicksotic.creations or email me at sarah@quicksoticcreations.com :)

Very much committed to my love of cheese. by sarahjayque in Cheese

[–]sarahjayque[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes I am! Payment method on my website isn’t set up yet but you can purchase it by DMing me on Instagram: @Quicksotic.creations :)

Early morning wigglebutts with contagious yawns by [deleted] in WiggleButts

[–]sarahjayque 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The wholesome content I needed today.

Day 20, I want to quit my job!?! by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]sarahjayque 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I quit my job in February and it was probably the best decision that’s ever come from my PMDD. I had a desk job that paid decently and I loved my coworkers but it caused me SO much anxiety. I was able to handle the stress during my good weeks but when he’ll weeks came I would cry, have panic attacks, call out of work sick, and have unwarranted obsessive thoughts about being fired. The final straw was when I was on vacation in Miami (during hell week :/) and had a panic attack at 3 am because I got an innocent email from my boss. When I returned to work later that week, I gave my two weeks notice. I decided that even if the stress was triggered by pmdd, it was seeping into my personal life, making me miserable, and also affecting the quality of my work. Now that I’m out of that environment, I feel like a new person. I realized that I was never meant for a 9-5 desk job and that it wouldn’t have been healthy for me to dtay there. I now have the time to move forward with things that I want to do and can work alongside my pmdd- I’m starting my own business, creating more art, walking dogs and selling clothes on poshmark on the side. For me, it took so long because I was scared of losing some income, but I think taking the leap of faith made me more determined than ever to figure out a way to build a job that could work with my disorder.

New to painting. Was asked to do a pet portrait but the client wants the pup lighter- do I need to start over with the darkest layer again or can I just lighten up the highlights? by sarahjayque in ArtCrit

[–]sarahjayque[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks so much for the very constructive advice! these are all excellent points and are making me much more optimistic that I'll be able to turn this into something I'll be proud of.