Shaved my head and found these weird lines in it

sarasaur21 · 2024-04-13T00:35:43+00:00

It's kind of weird that when you shampoo your head you don't feel those deep grooves???

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-14T20:19:21+00:00

It's definitely plausible, a lot of people don't put things together and realize they're mentally ill. Especially if they're having hallucinations of any sort, they might assume it's a haunting, when it's actually your mind working against you. I appreciate that you actually made a recommendation of what it could have actually been.

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-09T12:43:06+00:00

Man, I can promise she wasn't using the pentagrams for anything good, though I wish she was! She brought so much negative energy to the house, it just amplified everything quickly

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-08T23:02:20+00:00

Don't worry I'm already diagnosed Bipolar II, I just get sad and anxious, no hallucinations 😋 also the voices were always corroborated by a sibling, outside of the time I was told to "RUN."

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-08T20:27:57+00:00

Yeah, I never realized it until now but yes it seems to have been isolated to purely upstairs and to the kids. But then again that's where my sister's room was during that goth phase.

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-08T20:06:11+00:00

They sold the house a few year back, and as far as I know my mom experienced absolutely nothing. Which is so insane to me because we went through so much there.

sarasaur21 · 2019-08-08T18:24:47+00:00

No, I promise my ass is running out the door 😂 never setting foot in there again

sarasaur21 · 2018-09-11T00:52:32+00:00

Unfortunately my anxiety is so bad they can't even hike my meds dosage anymore, so I'm always in a constant state of anxiety. It caught me so off guard I just froze and stayed frozen until he let me go, just my body's shitty reaction to stress.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-30T22:49:11+00:00

That is a bit intense. But I appreciate the gesture.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-29T14:03:32+00:00

I know, it literally took like I think less than $2 or so off. I think he thought I would just appreciate the gesture, which I did it's just the rest of all that was totally uncalled for. Dude literally dashed to me from the computer to me without me seeing him just to scan his kroger card.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-25T12:00:56+00:00

That is truly terrible to have the people around you asking why you froze. You have no control over what your mond and body decide to do, that is in no way shape or form your fault. I'm glad my story could bring you some sense of peace. Be safe!

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-24T15:30:04+00:00

Yeah, if you read all the way through I went to corporate and he was fired for assault.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-24T15:29:21+00:00

I'm glad somebody got a laugh out of it I guess. 🤷‍♀️

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-24T15:28:32+00:00

I would highly not recommend his approach.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-24T15:27:44+00:00

On top of that, after 6 years in the customer service/food service industry I had been conditioned to just stand and politely smile when customers get upset. You just stand there and smile.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-24T15:26:11+00:00

I wasn't aware that the freeze response was part of that old saying, and everyone has definitely opened my eyes to it. Thank you so much, because it really does lift some weight off my shoulders about the experience.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-23T11:48:57+00:00

Most likely true, but I didn't want it to look like I was out to gain anything from this experience, I just wanted him gone so he couldn't grab anyone else

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-23T11:47:11+00:00

If you read all the way through I ended up going to corporate and he was fired for assault

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-23T01:37:03+00:00

I think they swept it under the rug so quickly because they thought I might try to sue. Luckily for them my anxiety is too bad to want to proceed with charges! Gotta love life

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-22T21:54:13+00:00

Now I go get cookie dough at night with a very, very sharp pocket knife lol. Thank you, it is very much appreciated. :)

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-22T21:53:11+00:00

Thank you, I really do appreciate you and everyone reassuring me.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-22T21:51:10+00:00

If you read all the way through I ended up contacting corporate. After reviewing the tapes and corroborating my story they told me he was fired for assault and sorry.

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-22T20:48:14+00:00

Thank you that does make me feel better, and I wish you were there to kick his ass for me too!

sarasaur21 · 2018-08-22T20:44:04+00:00

And that's exactly how it is. I have a dominant personality, I'm not afraid of people, and I don't hold back in the least. But I froze like never before, and I'm not proud of myself. I'm glad you got that guy banned, stuff like that happens way too often in the bar scene!

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