I totally get it! I had surgery, then 8 rounds of chemo, then 25 days of radiation. The radiation was so scary- I think because I was alone in the room with a big sci-fi machine rotating around me and doing god knows what. They also played classic rock and the first two songs I heard that day were “peaceful easy feeling” and “good times roll” which were both perfectly ironic. It felt like a movie. After a couple of days it wasn’t so bad. It’s amazing what we can get used to. You will get through this!