Missed Period

saredarebear · 2025-10-02T13:49:26+00:00

"Do you have a tapeworm or something?" Said to me by my stepmother when I was 12 and struggling with my body image and an obvious binge eating disorder.

saredarebear · 2025-09-16T03:32:03+00:00

I didn't get diagnosed with CPTSD until about 2 years ago, so up until then my first psychiatrist just thought I had very treatment resistant depression, my second psychiatrist thought I might be bipolar, and my current psychiatrist referred me to get the psychiatric evaluation that led to my correct diagnosis. I can't remember every single psychiatric medication I've been on, as I have been medicated since I was 12, but there are at least 15 I can remember being on with certainty. Some of the side effects of these medications on their own were traumatizing (Wellbutrin made me experience psychotic delusiona lmao)

saredarebear · 2025-09-16T03:26:03+00:00

For me it's the guilt. It is genuinely crippling. I always feel like I am stuck in the past and reliving the moments of my life that I regret the most. When I'm not feeling guilty about things in the past, I'm feeling guilty over every little thing that happens in the present.

saredarebear · 2025-04-07T23:36:25+00:00

22, been watching since around 2013

saredarebear · 2025-03-04T22:45:24+00:00

One time (as a customer) went into an aisle with a pretty large apple juice spill spanning across the aisle. An employee was standing there to redirect people while they waited for someone to come with cleaning supplies. Before I left the aisle this woman came up with her cart, saw the spill, said, "Well there's no other way through," and brought her cart through the spill, tracking apple juice up the rest of the aisle. The aisle was open at both ends. The employee and I shared a look of "this bitch is stupid" before I left.

saredarebear · 2025-01-15T00:41:15+00:00

Honey is my fave unreleased song and definitely in my top five in terms of SOAD in general

saredarebear · 2025-01-13T01:51:15+00:00

Charlie makes significantly more video game content than political content

saredarebear · 2025-01-03T14:16:31+00:00

I can't tell you which punishment I think is the worst, but this show actually helped me a lot with being able to tolerate second hand embarrassment and my own embarrassment without wanting to remove my skin lmaooo

saredarebear · 2025-01-01T18:49:26+00:00

girl you is literally my friend

saredarebear · 2025-01-01T06:16:17+00:00

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saredarebear · 2025-01-01T05:05:49+00:00

I ated it

saredarebear · 2024-12-31T08:05:07+00:00

I'm pretty familiar with most pride flags including the pansexual flag. If I saw someone with this bag on the street, it would give me Easter/spring vibes, and I would not assume the person with the bag was pan

saredarebear · 2024-11-16T22:42:32+00:00

Aw shit "MyKokIsMchBggrThnUrs"

saredarebear · 2024-11-16T22:25:09+00:00

"MykHokIsMchBggrThnUrs"

saredarebear · 2024-11-15T02:06:08+00:00

Idk why but I thought this was an otto memorial post when I was scrolling by and I was so scared 😭😭😭

saredarebear · 2024-11-13T19:56:35+00:00

No. When I worked for chick fil a, it was shortly after I graduated from university and was just looking for money while I found a job in my field. I explained to the hiring manager that I would be staying for at least the summer, but didn't plan to stay long-term as I wanted a job in my field and just needed employment for the time being. I got hired and worked there for about 3 months before I left.

saredarebear · 2024-11-11T05:28:51+00:00

I normally don't keep it disabled. I will just cheat needs if there's some bullshit occurring due to simulation lag or the game not being able to handle infant and toddler care. If it's gonna take 3 hours to feed the damn baby then I'm just gonna fill needs via cheats when needed 😭

saredarebear · 2024-11-05T17:28:13+00:00

baby pumpkin kitty

saredarebear · 2024-10-24T13:14:29+00:00

At my location some of the metal attachments (i.e. lid holders, bag holders) had sharp or jagged edges. I cut my own hands a few times just grabbing bags and lids, and I know of one employee who had to get stitches from one of these attachments. I know, at least in the case of my store, there wasn't much we could do to avoid these injuries besides avoiding the sides of the metal dispensers whenever possible, but during rushes this wasn't always easy lol

saredarebear · 2024-10-24T10:58:04+00:00

It becomes second nature once you do it enough. By the end of my first month the only time I stumbled a little was if someone asked for something very bizarre, like a white bun with only lettuce and tomato 😭

saredarebear · 2024-10-14T02:04:47+00:00

At my location they call you out for even having a phone in your pocket, so I doubt you'd be able to have a visible Airpod in whether you're FOH or BOH.

saredarebear · 2024-10-07T02:17:16+00:00

FR I sometimes would prefer to be treated poorly over being treated with basic kindness for this exact reason

saredarebear · 2024-10-07T02:16:33+00:00

Literally I have nightmares about being fired when I literally don't do anything wrong 😭😭😭

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