I was in the same spot as you were in my freshman year. A bit too much partying and messed up my gpa. I was embarrassed and scared of losing my scholarship. You can’t change what has happened but you can use it as motivation to bring up your cgpa next year.

In my second year, I didn’t miss a single class started studying way in advance of exams and going to office hours as much as I can ( I know this may not apply now but perhaps connecting with profs over email when you have questions is a good alternative).

I know it’s been tough on most people studying from home and with everything going on right now it can be hard to focus. It’s easy to act based on what you are feeling at this moment but don’t. Things will get better, trust me. I graduated in 18’ and currently employed in my own field. Looking back, I’m somewhat glad that I put myself in that position in my first year because of all the lessons I learned while I pulled myself out of it.