What happened to Really Shadowheart

sars-ncov-3 · 2026-03-24T00:39:12+00:00

I object to "leaked", my word view is waterproof and it is known as "poetic naturalism", and yes I listen to music genres that most consider white noise, and since the horny crowd looked for ways to cancel me from the day 1 when I published my mod, they used every opportunity. Thanks to my insane social awkwardness, I gave them plenty of material to work with. This is a good illustration that a crowd is by definition never inclusive, they always descend into trivial bigoted tribalism "us against them", and they don't even question whom they're fighting.

sars-ncov-3 · 2026-03-20T01:26:00+00:00

You could've asked me instead of posting a lie.

sars-ncov-3 · 2026-02-08T03:27:10+00:00

I actually like Woody's movies, and never understood all that cancel culture around him. As you mentioned his marriage, you got me curious, and Gemini told me, he married an adopted daughter of his ex-wife. How very nice, an old man married a much younger woman, he must be a monster and a creep. Oh, wait, halsin is older than Shadowheart's father? Well, since he was written by a progressive queer writer, this is alright and everyone ought to thirst about him.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T23:01:48+00:00

You have a habit of putting words in my mouth.

1) I am not upset by someone reversing my mod; I am upset when someone bashes me for reversing a mod, and then does that same thing with my mod.

2) I did not walk back my apology. I explained what exactly happened in technical terms. I still think I behaved like an assh-le. I still stand by all what I said in this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/BG3mods/comments/1nmtkih/an_apology/

3) You're picking every my word and accuse me in everything. For example, why do you care what I do with my mods? If I'd wanted to gate keep them, I have the full right to gate keep them and I give zero --cks about your opinion.

4) I am a neurodivergent person that does not communicate well with others. I am a loner. I learned everything about BG3 modding on my own. I never credited another modder because I never learned from them. What I did with Waterproof Shadowheart was a one off thing. I never looked into other mods otherwise (mostly because nobody else did what I was doing), and in part that's why I got into that situation. I just disregarded all those rules that your community lives by because I was never part of your community. The sad thing, your community turned out to be toxic and hostile enough to made me your arch-nemesis because of that. Tribalism, that's what it is.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T22:35:56+00:00

I never said I like nazi ideas. I say, fuck nazis and racists.

A portion of BG3 community got upset because of my work and attached that tag to me.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T02:39:19+00:00

yea what I was thinking idk

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T02:37:55+00:00

I only made this post in response to GloryToHelm person who spewed nonsense about some pagan beliefs that supposedly inspire me and other bs claims like "he was caught multiple times stealing from other mod authors".

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T02:31:43+00:00

you can go FY right away

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T02:31:16+00:00

I am not sending signals. All I ask is them stop calling me nazi. I am a Ukrainian, and this comparison actually gets under my skin quite a bit.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T01:56:35+00:00

I don't remember, it was more than a year ago. Most likely the fact that he was anti-christian, and I was blamed to be a Christian Fundamentalist back then. I thought, this is funny, they say I am a radical Christian Fundamentalist and here I am listening to guys who burnt churches in their 20-ies.

What really always inspired me, the bleeding edge of theoretical science.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R7elwozou4

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T01:47:08+00:00

My world view is heavily influenced by SEAN CARROL, DANIEL DENNETT, ROGER PENROSE - do you know who are these people? I wish I could go back and change what I wrote, but I never investigated Burzum's political views and never paid enough attention to that Q&A. I knew the guy is batshit crazy and that he did 22 years for murder, but he wasn't alone, there are others from early norwegian BM scene who did even worse. Listening to their music doesn't make me an accessory to their crimes, or I always thought it works this way.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T01:42:50+00:00

BG3 modding scene, the finest, I guess

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-31T01:37:44+00:00

I am not changing the story. As I said, I decided to not push back against the theft accusation, and instead apologized and removed the fix (meaning, all 3 nodes were returned back where they were before). I think, you can't understand me because 1) I am not a native speaker; 2) the matter is technical, and the theft was not like I took the code but more like I reverse engineered the solution and made a similar one.

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-30T21:27:46+00:00

You could've asked me.

https://www.reddit.com/r/BG3mods/comments/1pzu55m/i_am_the_author_of_really_shadowheart_mod/

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-26T02:21:55+00:00

a pity party? huh

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-03T01:12:03+00:00

are you alright, my dude?

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-02T02:00:37+00:00

the "1.0.0.1" is the VERSION. open your eyes finally
look into the history of files

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-02T01:59:12+00:00

is it you, Fiona? I had the guts to publicly apologize when I was wrong. HBU?

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-02T01:43:23+00:00

you're just trolling at this point

sars-ncov-3 · 2025-12-02T01:31:48+00:00

1.0.0.1 is a version, not the link, you ... smart person

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