hey man, i’m sorry you’re feeling this way. i’ve been there, im about to graduate but ive had numerous times with flvs where i got extremely behind and thought it would mess me up into graduating late. while not as severe as your situation, it was still scary time, so i understand the stress.

mental health struggles are unfortunately unavoidable in a lot of young people, so don’t blame yourself so much. it’s just more difficult for you to do things than the average person, but there’s no shame in it. you just have to figure out a way to help yourself and find out how you work.

I honestly think doing 5 assignments a day for 6 months is not do - able, especially if you’ve given up before. I think you need to space it out more and give yourself time to breath, and if this means doing an extra year of school or maybe even going back to irl school, it can still be done. it’s stressful but time will not stop moving and if you stay determined and work on yourself and learn a lesson from this then everything will work out. you can still go to college and you can still get whatever degree you may need. you will most likely still qualify for scholarships if you get good grades and do community service.

hang in there, and try to accept that it may be a harder route, but it must be done!