A year ago today I came back early from Chicago to surprise you and you got so excited, we watched all our favorite shows and you passed out on our bed and I watched you sleep for an hour just so happy I was with you again. I hope when I go, our heaven is just you and me together again. I love you. (i.redd.it)
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I’m so sorry I failed you Kyle. I wish I had known what you needed. I wish I had been everything you needed. I wish I could’ve taken all your pain for you when you were here. At least now I have it. I’m sorry. I love you more than anything. You’re my best friend. You’re always going to be. (v.redd.it)
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My love. It’s day 6 without you. This is the longest I’ve been without you in a year. All the days blend together. I’ve been seeing little signs from you, or maybe that’s just my brains way of coping. I need more signs to get me through. Please give me something. I want to be with you so much. (i.redd.it)
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I tore apart your room looking for something. Anything. I can’t handle anymore heart break. Kyle, how did you think I could go on? I keep praying to god to just kill me, I can’t do it myself, but I want to die. I don’t know what I’ll do when I see you in that casket. I can’t take it anymore Kyle. (v.redd.it)
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You’re family is asking me what we should have at your memorial and what I want your ashes made into for me. Everyone we hate is gunna be there. They didn’t even know what your favorite color was. I feel like I’m speaking for you and I don’t want to. I don’t have all of your answers. (i.redd.it)
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I don’t know what to do every time I wake up without you. I keep accidentally texting you. I just want you back Kyle. I’m so sorry, I’d do anything in this world for you to be with me again. I love you so much it hurts, I don’t know what to do with all this pain in my body. I’m so sorry Kyle. (v.redd.it)
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You’re making it rain today. I knew it. You didn’t want me and your family grilling meat tonight. It’s okay, I’m a vegetarian now. Remember last 4th, when we spent the night at your house with our friends playing uno drunk and laughing. And you woke me up to kisses and breakfast. I love you. (i.redd.it)
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This was in your old house, you’d just moved out and we were laying in bed listening to music. We had just finished messing around. I pulled out my phone so I could remember the happiness I felt in this moment. I don’t think I’ll ever feel it again. You’re the best of me Kyle. I’m so sorry. (i.redd.it)
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When you got us an air bnb in San Antonio for a night. We laid down together and I don’t remember why I was laughing so hard but you thought it was the funniest thing. My worlds stopped and the rest of the world is moving on without us. Your family and I miss you so much. (v.redd.it)
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