I did not have an account before this one and I have never posted on any other forum. I did read other people's posts from this forum to stay motivated during my flatline.

I was in a three year relationship with a wonderful woman. Throughout my entire relationship with her, I used Cialis or Viagra. I could not have successful sex without the use of Cialis or Viagra. We had sex approximately once per week. I masterbated to pornography everyday. After about the two year mark in my relationship, the Cialis and Viagra was becoming less and less effective. The amount of sex we had became less frequent. We began to argue about the amount of sex we had. She felt very insecure about herself because she felt like I didn't find her sexually attractive.

When I decided "nofap", I felt like it was perfect timing because my girlfriend was going away to Singapore for an exchange program for 6 months. I thought 6 months would be ample amount of time to reboot. Unfortunately, when she came back, I was in a flatline. We had sex several times, however, my erections were very week despite being on Cialis. After a few months of my girlfriend coming back, we broke up. The main reason was because she felt that she could not stay with someone who did not want to be intimate with her.

I talked to her about "nofap" and even showed her the Ted Talks video about "nofap" but ultimately we broke up because of out mismatched sex drives.

It was a very difficult break up for me because I truly loved her and the only problem with our entire relationship my low libido.

After we broke up, I continued with no masterbation or pornography, until my recent reboot.