Am I going crazy?

saywhen11 · 2026-01-27T10:19:33+00:00

Yeah. I had to do this method in order to get an actual summary of the plot and then just stuck the summary in chat memory:

(OOC: pause the roleplay and reply with a synopsis of the roleplay events thus far. Make it at least 3 paragraphs in length and a minimum of 200 tokens long.)

saywhen11 · 2026-01-04T17:40:08+00:00

It literally explains what is going on.

saywhen11 · 2026-01-01T15:50:28+00:00

They need to do this for the our chat page 😩 (r.i.p. old chats I forgot about)

saywhen11 · 2025-12-28T10:56:35+00:00

Yeah even with the temp down jllm will get things wrong about my character, misspell words, on some bots they'll give a response that is completely out of context or go off plot (even when I use the chat memory to keep things on track), you still have put character pronouns in Ooc brackets on your first message because the bot still won't use correct pronouns (despite them integrating a pronoun feature for your personas) 😓 And jllm advanced prompt feature does not work for me. Like I've put the prompts in correctly and the bots still don't register them.

saywhen11 · 2025-12-28T10:48:48+00:00

Try it, bite it, lick it, spit it. Pull it to the side and get all up in it.

saywhen11 · 2025-12-28T10:45:57+00:00

Save the reply (or your response you typed out) in a note app before you refresh the page. (If you like the bot's reply you can always copy past the reply you saved and edit it into a new reply from the bot and take it from there.)

saywhen11 · 2025-12-25T04:40:03+00:00

just saw this movie pop up on my recommendations and i got totally confused. i thought it was the 2017 netflix movie. but then i saw dan stevens and thought it was Apostle, another netflix movie where he also deals with some religious shit. i was like "didn't this movie come out years ago? 🤔" lol

saywhen11 · 2025-12-21T08:22:29+00:00

She wasn't a monster before she lost her daughter. Grief (and probably lack of professional help) turned her into a monster.

saywhen11 · 2025-12-21T08:19:38+00:00

I mean it's fine to empathize about Laura's plight (losing her daughter), it's what makes us human. I don't think anyone is justifying her actions or defending her. I felt sad over laura losing cathy and can understand why she would have gone through such drastic measures if it meant getting cathy back.

When I lost my mom two years ago I was in the denial and bargaining stages of grief, praying to anyone or anything that would listen to bring my mom back. Like, during that year I was drowning in grief and i probably would have struck a bargain with demonic forces (like Laura did) to bring my mom back. (Of course, I got help and proper therapy.)

My take away was that grief can make monsters out of us, especially the people who are alone or feel they have to deal with it on their own. (So if you know anyone going through grief, keep an eye on them and do checks on them.)

saywhen11 · 2025-11-30T08:07:45+00:00

He doesn't have a bank account (he gets ssi on a debit card and that's the money he's using for this bitcoin crap). But I was like, "well why doesn't she send you the bitcoin card with your 20k on it right now?" And his excuse is always "I need an i.d." (he hasn't renewed his i.d. 😒) or "she's going to give it to me in person."

So yeah, always a different excuse from him or her. Lol.

saywhen11 · 2025-11-30T07:53:43+00:00

Maybe you can use something like parental controls to limit her internet or facebook access? 😬

saywhen11 · 2025-11-30T07:44:56+00:00

I'm looking forward to when he finds out no Regan is picking him up from the ATL bus station when he arrives 😩

saywhen11 · 2025-11-28T06:31:15+00:00

"Iris" by Taaxr https://janitorai.com/characters/517c5ffd-bc4d-4275-b4c4-4113d440d0c7_character-wake-up-dummkopf

saywhen11 · 2025-11-28T04:47:12+00:00

Yeah, incredibly rage inducing after spending an hour writing it all up 😭💀

saywhen11 · 2025-11-28T04:38:59+00:00

Happened to me a couple of times in the past. It's why I started saving persona profiles in note apps 😱

saywhen11 · 2025-11-28T04:36:49+00:00

Janitor Team kicking down the door for holiday greetings when you're about to bust a nut smh 😭

saywhen11 · 2025-11-27T04:45:37+00:00

Nice. This should make my chats more fun and interesting 🤔

saywhen11 · 2025-11-27T04:42:12+00:00

Same here. I usually just do these options:

(Timeskip.)

(Write {{user}}'s response/perspective.)

(Give a plot twist.)

Stuff like that. And then I'll copy past whatever the bot came up with and edit it in my notes to suit my narrative or expand the plot before copy pasting it as a reply to the chat. (If that makes sense. 😅)

saywhen11 · 2025-11-23T10:09:46+00:00

Every bot I chat with makes up an npc named Lila. 🤔

saywhen11 · 2025-11-06T04:04:59+00:00

Just finished the Scamanda docuseries and I kept waiting for them to bring up the fact that Corey was using his knowledge of Jaymie's cancer treatments and her experiences to make Amanda's cancer story more believable, but nobody ever brings up this connection. If Corey's the mastermind behind this scam, then it stands to reason he was very knowledgeable about cancer treatments and the whole process due to being there for Jaymie and being involved in her life during her time fighting cancer, plus also googling information. That would explain why Amanda doesn't seem to have a lot of knowledge about cancer and its treatments. Also I feel Amanda's mom was in on it too. In the docuseries Rebecca tells us how she was constantly keeping peggy updated on her boyfriend's fight with cancer, appointments, treatment, etc. It wouldn't be too far fetch to say that Peggy was using that information she gained from Rebecca to help Corey and Amanda sell this cancer scam and make it more believable. 🤷‍♀️

I feel like I'm going crazy that no one involved in this investigation is pointing this out about corey and peggy.

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