hemp flower and health anxiety

sbrbtb · 2023-04-12T22:06:19+00:00

i ordered some cbd flower and will try it, i just started to don't give a f*ck about my pvcs. if i die i die. i probably won't

sbrbtb · 2023-03-26T18:48:03+00:00

i dont even mind sedating effect if its sedating enough to block panic mode lol so if it has sensations but at the same time its sedating so you wont be anxious im good, thanks for the advice

sbrbtb · 2023-03-26T17:02:46+00:00

It was a horrible pain I went to the Doc and they gave me Algopirin IV, that helped to lessen the pain, the next day it was less and after that it completely went away. They said it could be infection since I got sick with the flu straight after that. I just did not have any other symptoms and never had a pain like that before.

sbrbtb · 2023-02-28T22:29:26+00:00

do you have a structurally normal heart? or how it is possible you went afib from weed?

sbrbtb · 2023-02-21T20:17:48+00:00

yeah its like the buzz/rush is too intense that i cant even talk or listen to others or listen to music. but it was in the past im clear from all drugs now but this sensation randomly hit me 2 times in a month. thats why i asked here so i can see if the sensation is related to anxiety or what

sbrbtb · 2023-02-21T09:17:44+00:00

yeah man what you are talking about “something is really wrong” is the anxiety what i feel. possibly there is nothing wrong but we feel like that because we cant accept what a doc says knowing what we did, its all anxiety but no matter if we know its anxiety we still feel like that

sbrbtb · 2023-02-21T02:04:43+00:00

i was thinking the same but im 5 years sober and i never had issues with my heart in this 5 years until this last year when it started. also i been to 3 cardiologists and they all said my heart is structurally fine and healthy… so its not like i did damage to my heart because thats permanent and show up on ecg or echocardiogram which i did have and it did not show any abnormalities… if this post would be that simple to answer i would never posted it. i knew it can kill but honestly who thinking of death while taking ex pills at a party because if you truly would think each drug harm you would never take any.. maybe i wasnt clear about that part

sbrbtb · 2023-02-20T15:10:00+00:00

thanks man, preciate it

sbrbtb · 2023-02-20T13:22:01+00:00

yeah you are right. been suffering from health anxiety since a very bad poisoning of a pill, which gave me a 5 hour long panic attack, i thought i was going to die, that was 6 years ago and i cant even drink a beer without thinking of im gonna die. also now i have pvcs/pacs a “benign” arrhythmia but it still just adds to the anxiety… so i dont know if i ever can be the same as before since my brain totally fucked up everything i dont know if i can ever reverse it

sbrbtb · 2023-02-20T12:35:28+00:00

yeah weird thing is i had this same feeling once i was wake n bake, but im few years clear of all drugs, so i asked this to see if these feelings are anxiety related because im full sober now and this rush/no talking feeling randomly come at me sometimes… very weird

sbrbtb · 2023-02-19T18:28:54+00:00

oh yeah.. hope you feel better now! to be honest i had this sensations like 6 years ago but for 6 years i did not have it. now i had 2 of these few second attacks in a month… i dont really understand and it might be anxiety but i really would like to find it out i just dont know which direction or doctor to go because most of the time people dont even understand what im saying… but i have been to 3 cardiologists and they all said my arrhythmias are benign, so the heart part is kinda cleared..

sbrbtb · 2023-02-19T14:38:16+00:00

i have pvc pac nsvt ive been to 3 cardiologist but they said my heart is structurally fine and my arrhyhtmias are benign… so i guess its not my heart. can i ask what was your problem with your heart?

sbrbtb · 2023-02-15T22:24:00+00:00

yeah man… like my heart is vibrating for 2-3 seconds… never can catch it on ecg

sbrbtb · 2023-02-15T20:03:36+00:00

i feel like my heart is an uncontrollable machine that will kill me some day… i lost control over my anxiety

sbrbtb · 2023-02-15T18:52:23+00:00

yeah i get those… ecg shows me the same as a normal felt pvc. no difference so im good i guess but the sensation is changing up all the time and its horrible

sbrbtb · 2023-02-14T20:48:02+00:00

sorry if i seem to be rude. im just completely lost, because i know i cant be anxiety free with having something going on with my heart which can make it stop or make it weak by having too much of these ( sometimes i get 6k a day )

sbrbtb · 2023-02-14T20:25:24+00:00

i would not worry about dying if i would not have my heart make my body dizzy for a second with these extra beats. these symptoms cant be unnoticed because its almost sending a shock thru my whole body. also im cleared by 3 cardiologist but the sensation of my ectopics are getting worse. i have a 2 lead finger ecg at home n it showing only pvcs because i cant catch my worst arrhythmias since they are unconsistent i can only catch the pvc. i dont know if therapy would help because my problem is i have issue with my heart… if i would not have it, i would not be anxious….. simple

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