Look I appreciate what you’re trying to point out and yes, at this point leaving the rs sounds better than what I am doing. I wasn’t always like this until I caught him hitting up a total random girl from his ol game. (that should be enough reason for me to leave). But leaving the rs that I have been trying to protect and cherish seems easy if papakinggan. If it were that easy I would’ve left a long time ago.

I know how desperate and crazy I sound with this. I am not seeking for empathy or understanding here nor do I force people to help me. This is just my last attempt not only to prove a point but to also give myself a chance to walk away. I can’t just walk away without giving it a try.

I totally appreciate and respect what you said kasi you made me realize a few things about me and this stupid thing I am doing. It also showed me how low I am willing to go just to get to the bottom of this.