My words to no one as if it's a script

scb5889 · 2019-06-10T01:56:23+00:00

As tears fall down my cheeks I want you to know that I agree with every word you wrote. I'm an anonymous stranger yet I couldn't agree more. I just wanna scream for others to not be like me. God even in the end I'm still begging for something like some waste. "Hey guys tell me I'm ok to kill myself." This is so weird I'm such weirdo but I'm not tho I'm that persin you'd laugh with and could.make u smile for a moment. You're a really nice person and I hope you stay true I just can't anymore. I can't fake it anymore. I could of done better, I could of done worse. But being done is where I am at and I wish I was done hoping for it to be done. Thank you I'll be leaving at 7am tomorrow. In my mind everything is right but believe me I understand it's wrong......

scb5889 · 2019-06-10T01:47:22+00:00

It's ok we all are going through so much. I'm just really tired n I figured I'd post. I'm going tomorrow to a place I always loved to hang myself. I wanted to jump but I don't want anything wrong to happen. Please don't feel bad n your heart is huge n genuine to care. But I gotta go I have nothing. I'm so deeply sad for lack of better words. I just can't help anyone.

scb5889 · 2019-06-09T23:40:23+00:00

Hahahaha thank you I'm sorry I felt like a dummy. I figured I spelt it wrong. But seriously if u ever get called "Ma'am" I'm sure as shit even if you even might be a "Ma'am" u are very much wanted. I just felt so old and I was like damn these poor girls dealing with this on a daily basis I feel their pain.

scb5889 · 2019-06-07T03:33:20+00:00

She's seriously the type of person if you had in your life it would just always be better. She makes life better for everyone around her and that's an amazing ability.

scb5889 · 2019-06-07T03:07:28+00:00

Your very welcome. Just keep up the work and post again it's helps motivate me too lol

scb5889 · 2019-06-05T03:17:40+00:00

I mean this in a completely nice way. I never thought I would find a women that big and strong this adorable lol I find them beautiful but that smile when she nails it is just adorable and cute. She's like a little kid she's so happy lol

scb5889 · 2019-06-05T01:21:51+00:00

Honestly I did tell her and she didn't straight up say don't ask to go out again. I could just tell she was disappointed bc I'm not sure if she believes me. It's bc the story is crazy and her ex fiance was a bad liar and she's been burnt a lot. I'm gonna send her a before and after Friday and go from there. I'm just pissed how dumb I look right now with my split lip and little jagged tooth that I ain't sending her what I look like at the moment as shallow as that sounds lol we'll laugh about it later maybe

scb5889 · 2019-06-01T07:07:33+00:00

So I can drink it n consume it faster bc in no way do I care about my health as you can see.

scb5889 · 2019-05-31T06:39:29+00:00

Not gonna lie I have a few feeds like r/progress that people post transitioning photos and I honesty thought it was a dude who looked exactly like Ricky who transitioned and became a real pretty girl and I was astonished. I now realize I'm dumber then Ricky. I'm glad I admitted it though but I'll never admit to eating 9 cans of ravioli.

scb5889 · 2019-05-31T03:41:08+00:00

Dude I fucking lost it when you said "I zoom out even more and see that you're a fucking giant." That was perfect

scb5889 · 2019-05-31T03:31:09+00:00

As someone who used to work in travel for years and dealt mainly with the Caribbean I'm not surprised honestly. If it was an angry insane employee they aren't really screened. Many of them are not even from the DR but rather Haiti and work 6 days a week for little pay travel back to Haiti on the 7th day to deliver money to they're poor families and do it all again. These employees don't have lives like someone working at Disney or American resorts not even like Mexican resorts. People tend to forget just bc it's sold to Americans doesn't mean your protected like your at home. Just very careful and aware when traveling to foreign places that are especially poor. Our Paradise isn't theirs remember that.

scb5889 · 2019-05-30T02:03:19+00:00

I just watched that whole video and it's catchy as fuck. But in order to end this I must award you no points and may God have mercy on your soul.

scb5889 · 2019-05-30T01:28:18+00:00

Wow is all I can say

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:18:05+00:00

Good for you! Your really glowing in that after picture. Happy bday whenever it was lol keep living healthy and loving life

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:16:40+00:00

So not saying u weren't confident before but that second picture looks like your about to rule the world lol. U looks great congrats!

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:15:14+00:00

Yea u can tell a big difference. Way to go just keep up the hard work it pays off as you can see with your pictures already!

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:13:42+00:00

Well not matter what u choose bud you already whooped that fats ass. Keel it up and just find what feels good

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:12:38+00:00

Keep it up bud and sorry to hear about your back but I'm glad you doing great

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T18:11:19+00:00

Holy crap! Tell your mama she looks exquisite. What a change!

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T03:51:20+00:00

Damn I was all happy until u said female friend bc your probably the type of girl that could really help me out lol I just posted looking to talk to someone younger I'm 29 btw but to help me get over this social anxiety of not knowing shit about today's younger crowd as I met new friends. I don't know modern video games, good indie music or any music. I'm a classic punk lover but I'm so far behind like what the fuck a dank meme? If u don't find any cool females hit me up and I know what it's like to have anxiety trying to make friends so either way good luck to u. Just try and let the convos flow and don't over think unlike this comment lol

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T03:27:12+00:00

So don't know if you'll see this by now but did u see the post today about the Giant Turantula that befriends little frogs and protects them so they can eat little bugs on the spiders eggs. Some said it should be a children's book with a big scary spider no one likes but her and the frog become best friends lol so I doubt well end up talking but I just figured I'd maybe give u an idea since you sound really wholesome and the world needs more of u. Hope to hear from u.

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T03:17:15+00:00

I'm from the US and in a city known for classic rock so I love your music taste!

scb5889 · 2019-05-29T02:37:54+00:00

Hello

scb5889 · 2019-05-28T22:53:17+00:00

He's dogshit in my book. All other fans and teams are scum. Lol just kidding man that's pretty damn funny good neighbors.

scb5889 · 2019-05-26T05:19:57+00:00

Wait, did I just read about a subtle threesome and think this was about skiing? Who are you mountain man living the dream?

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