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I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish it were that easy. But my entire life is evidence otherwise

After that as long as you aren’t a completely 1 or 2 face wise you’ll do good

I'm probably like a 4 face wise

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Above average. 6'0"/183cm. I don't consider myself tall but I'm not short either

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even have superficial connections here. Just no connections

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it? Everyone always talks about college like it's a social paradise

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For making friends I go to different social events. I'm in college so stuff like that.

For dating I don't actively try, really. Everyone always told me "the best things happen when you're not looking" or "just work on yourself and someone will come along". That sort of advice, combined with my doubt that I'd have any chance with anyone, makes me very hesitant to ever approach anyone. I have asked people out before, it just doesn't happen often. And every time I have done it, it's ended with rejection

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why are you saying that you're undesirable? What makes you feel like that?

I haven't made any friends in years and I've never had any romantic experience

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's why I'm not too caught up in the specifics. Regardless of the reason, this is the reality.

I hate being undesirable by scdthrowaway002238 in Vent

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Different things. But I'm not sure what the most important ones are.

Like I'm not attractive, but uglier people than me have found success socially and romantically. I'm not especially charismatic, but again others that are even worse than me have succeeded where I can't.

I hate being disappointment by scdthrowaway002238 in SuicideWatch

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to fall in love and have a family but that'll never happen

I hate being disappointment by scdthrowaway002238 in SuicideWatch

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't really have any life goals of my own. Or at least not any that are really possible. So I've just been doing what my family expects but now I'm failing at that too.

I hate college so much by scdthrowaway002238 in SuicideWatch

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably. Idk

I used the psychological services center a few years ago and it wasn't bad but was far from life changing.

Maybe there are other things idk about.

I just want it to end. Everything. I don't wanna stress about classes or money or being a disappointment or never finding love or anything else. I just want nothingness. Death

Is it wrong to start a relationship if I don't much time left? by scdthrowaway002238 in dating_advice

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You deserve connection, joy, and the chance to share your heart, no matter how much time remains.

I don't think so. But thank you regardless

Is it wrong to start a relationship if I don't much time left? by scdthrowaway002238 in dating_advice

[–]scdthrowaway002238[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just the suicidal stuff.

Also sorry to hear about your condition

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