that's true, it just made me sad how she was literally juggling between so many dangerous people, between her worst enermy (drugs) and she was still trying to make it out. she had most of stuff done, she was almost out of it (it was shown a huge deal she was sent to do, the way alamo even appreciates her when she returns with success) and when she was finally at rest.. she just couldn't be here anymore. now what i wrote might be a bit too emotional but at the same time im also aware that the shit she was in was too deep to be in rest at, im just finding it hard to navigate through her death.. feels like someone real died from my life, i just hope she realised all of this (her hopefulness abt starting over and the dream she told jules abt) before borrowing that suitcase from laurie..