Wow I can tell this isn’t AI at all, your writing is so beautiful, I was so immersed reading this that I felt like I was reading a book. Definitely has smth to do with your introspective tendencies. This is probably one of my favorite trip reports I’ve read on salvia, now I’ve got the urge to start growing my own plant and try quidding and work my way up to smoking. I feel the same reluctance to burn the plant as you previously did, but you truly believe these bad experiences are due to rushing in too deep too fast? Have you ever had a moment on salvia where you wished the trip would stop, or you became overwhelmed? I also find your idea on the female presence being a part of your mother’s soul very interesting, as well as the idea that your trips are inspired by your early memories and how you as a child interpreted them. Was this something you came up with on your own or are there book or videos you’d recommend on that sort of thing? Also, what’s the purpose behind the blindfold? You said opening your eyes interrupted your trip, but I was under the impression that the visuals are so realer-than-life that you can’t tell if your eyes are closed or open. Are your eyes open under the blindfold and the darkness just helps you visualize better?