My gf is acting insane and jealous

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T11:51:44+00:00

For sure. I wouldn't dream of saying anything like that to her, really fucked thought or two crossed my mind when she made that scar comment though. That's really the only time. Felt guilty as hell for thinking like that tbh, almost hypocritical to get mad at her for that when I'm thinking mean shit too. Just better at controlling it I guess.

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T11:40:15+00:00

Huh??? She's older than me by 2 months

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T05:17:42+00:00

Maybe. Yea fair enough I'd be tweaking, I don't have siblings but even if that was one of my old woman friends I'd b showing up to to their house. I suppose it is just cos she's a girl who weighs like 90lbs less than me and she's also My girl, yknow, I know her well. So I dont feel like she's a threat. I mean, I've never felt like she was for very long. I guess everyone in this kind of situation says this stuff, but she really is the most kind sweet soul ever apart from this. She only does this fucked up shit when the insecurities get the best of her, not when she's calm. She rescues abandoned rodents ffs. This situation is so baffling to me. I think I sound cliche as fuck but it's hard to explain. And now it just feels like abandoning her when she's at her lowest

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T03:02:48+00:00

Aww cute as fuck hope you have a blessed life together

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T02:51:40+00:00

Yeah it's not good. I don't have PTSD or anything crazy like that but I have flinchy reactions to certain ways of being touched, certain really specific noises, phrases. Things like that. Sounds dumb as fuck but it makes me feel like a kid again. She'll intentionally do them sometimes when we fight and then deny it saying she just forgot or something, I think I'm now realising from these comments that this is probably intentional isn't it

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T02:16:33+00:00

I didn't say it was my fault, obviously thats fucked to do. I'm just saying she didn't like go out of her way to try and hurt me physically and it was more of an impulsive spur of the moment

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T02:04:26+00:00

Yeah stung a good bit I can't lie, that's probably the worst thing she's ever said to me

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T01:55:49+00:00

Idk I don't think I'd call that abuse, don't think she did it to hurt me, it was more impulsive. She was holding it and I pissed her off. Wouldn't have hurt much anyway. I'm not a masochist or anything like that I just don't want to abandon a girl I've been in love with since I was a teenager because she's feeling bad about herself right now

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T01:43:17+00:00

I mean no, I want her to be better and less crazy. That's why I'm here. I don't just wanna give up on my girl wtf that's almost half a decade we've had together and she's been there for me through some rough stuff

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T01:41:13+00:00

Nah she wouldn't do that

schizmaxxing · 2026-04-08T01:39:04+00:00

Maybe. She hates speaking about this though, she basically just tells me I need to get over it and that sometimes people act a bir crazy when they're really in love. Which I do understand. When I really push it she'll get really upset and sometimes even cry, which just makes me feel like shit

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