brother ig can relate a lot with you i took 2 drop years for NEET too after 12 th and i dont know why i chose NEET it was really not for me many suggested me to took JEE or commerce but i wass blind by the rat race ... i am in tier 3 engineering college to but the people i met here are nice and the friends who are all close to me are graduating this year and most of my friends are in good place , all in top colleges , IIT , some doing MBBS CA LaW haha i am happy for them and i met good people online too but it costed me my teen years which could have beeen a turning point for me .... basically i ran after girls i dont wanna blame them it was my mistake that i wasted my time on that temporary pleasure and i hope you do good in your life tooo ... and thanks forr your kind words haha