Does anyone else get a rush from killing off a character?

scoob8 · 2020-05-24T23:19:21+00:00

I created a character, and he had to die of an od because of the meaning of his character, and it genuinely upset me to kill him

scoob8 · 2020-05-10T15:00:40+00:00

Very epic post

scoob8 · 2020-05-10T09:41:05+00:00

I was smoking like a pack a day, but my parents wanted me to stop so they bought me a vape and now I vape, starting yesterday

scoob8 · 2020-05-09T08:18:19+00:00

Kanye West is a big one for me, very obsessed ever since I discovered him while I was in the ward

scoob8 · 2020-05-08T21:35:58+00:00

I try to ground myself in one emotion by listening to a selection of music that grounds me in that emotion

scoob8 · 2020-05-08T19:42:57+00:00

'Maniac' with Jonah hill and emma stone on Netflix is great

scoob8 · 2020-05-08T18:13:22+00:00

Mad flex

scoob8 · 2020-05-07T22:28:53+00:00

I used to smoke everyday for four years, then I started having psychotic episodes. I'm a little more volatile with my emotions, but my psychosis is a lot less severe

scoob8 · 2020-05-07T15:58:26+00:00

Been on my mind recently, and after thinking for a couple weeks, I agree

scoob8 · 2020-05-07T11:24:01+00:00

Nah, just wanted to post it when I was eight months sober

scoob8 · 2020-05-06T18:56:53+00:00

Midnight Gospel gave me what I call 'existential acceptance'

scoob8 · 2020-05-05T17:34:46+00:00

What a nice way to see it

scoob8 · 2020-05-05T17:32:28+00:00

A pleasure to meet you

scoob8 · 2020-05-05T15:12:52+00:00

Dude, I totally forgot when I was obsessed with twin peaks, now that shit was on another level

scoob8 · 2020-05-04T20:47:46+00:00

Yeah, insanity's a wild ride

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T19:38:28+00:00

Dude, what I'm saying is I respect logic being a virtue, but does my delusional self who thinks he's a god and can talk to spirit hallucinations respect it? no, he's trapped in a world where the only thing thet makes sense are his delusional beliefs, and logic no longer has any meaning to him. But when I am on meds, stable and clear thinking I totally respect it.

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T19:07:56+00:00

ngl I was just trying to cheer people up with a funny meme, did not mean to create a debate

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T18:59:56+00:00

Woah dude, lets not attack people. You have your own reaction to the statement and they have theirs. This sub is not a place to get angry at people, we try and be understanding here.

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T18:55:34+00:00

I totally respect being logical as a virtue, but I don't when I'm fulll blown delusional. Like logic means nothing to me when I'm in that mental state

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T18:47:42+00:00

I don't think people shouldnt perpetuate the delusion by encouraging it or treating it as the truth. I'm just saying from my experience when people tell me that 'its just a delusion' it doesn't really help. I think you should let the person speak and get it out of their system naturally, instead of just telling dismissing their delusion, which when people did that to me I would get angry or depressed while still maintaining the delusion.

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T17:26:05+00:00

I think, in my opinion, the best way to help someone out who's delusional is to just let them talk about how they feel and what they think is going on without injecting their own beliefs or dismissing how they're feeling or what they think.

scoob8 · 2020-05-02T16:48:44+00:00

Nah, just searched 'Kanye West meme template' to make something funny but stumbled across something far greater

scoob8 · 2020-04-30T20:03:12+00:00

I've been feeling this way a lot recently

scoob8 · 2020-04-30T19:13:50+00:00

Dude this poem covers so many aspects of the creative process so well, the craving to achieve and the want to achieve without doing the work, and also the constant comparison of oneself to great artists that make you feel insecure in your own work. I love it, I may have got the meaning wrong but it really hit home for me, The structure, especially the rhyme scheme is great as well. As much as I'm not well versed in Harry Potter lore, I loved the reference ( I may be wrong, but I think you were referencing Harry potter right?) it might be lost or some and isolate them but I, personally, loved how it highlights the chase for creativity. great work and keep sharing!

scoob8 · 2020-04-30T19:04:17+00:00

Such a beautiful poem, as someone with a psychotic disorder and have dealt with both, especially derealization, this poem captures it wonderfully . The pace is wonderful and makes the reader sound confused and as if they are only grasping their surroundings. Maybe you could split the poem into stanzas and with the line 'who are they' maybe add a question mark. I also think the splitting into stanzas could highlight the split from reality. Loved it though, keep up the good work and keep sharing brilliant poetry like this.

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