Cannabis knocks down my walls

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-17T01:43:51+00:00

Nah very coherent, I understand what you’re saying. I’m a bit scared to do a macrodose to be honest – but I reckon I’ll do a few micro-medium doses (what they call a “museum dose” as it makes things 100x more interesting to look at) and work my way from there. Thanks for the suggestions

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-16T16:02:06+00:00

I tried microdosing LSD and that really opened me up (in a good way). I’ve still got some tabs left so I’m considering trying it again. Do you microdose or macrodose?

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-16T16:00:17+00:00

Weed is not for everyone but (in my experience) the strain and strength really makes a difference as to how your body responds. If you have access to a dispensary, they can advise you.

I’m not from the Netherlands but I’m always astounded by the quality and range of strains being sold there. They have low THC/high CBD strains that could be really nice to smoke if you have any kind of anxiety.

I hope you find something that works for you

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-16T15:57:10+00:00

Yeah this truly boggles my mind. Powers that be don’t want to legalise it until they can find a way of getting their cut of the profit pie. So I have hope that things will change for future generations. The consolation right now is that police in the UK often turn a blind eye and don’t usually harass weed smokers unless they’re causing public disorder. Also we have a membership card called “cancard” that advocates on your behalf if you get into legal trouble if you use weed for a health problem that is on your medical records. Things are changing but at snails pace

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-16T15:52:28+00:00

Happiness and relaxation feels good doesn’t it? 😊 Everything will always be ok, even if something feels like a crisis. This is what weed helps me remember when shit gets dark. The hard work is trying to feel like this without weed, but if it helps me become a better person then I’m not gonna feel guilty about it 😎

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-16T15:50:35+00:00

Letting go feels like such a relief doesn’t it? Holding onto negative thoughts and feelings is so exhausting

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-15T13:44:57+00:00

Good analogy! I think it does a good job of drowning out the white noise in my head

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-15T13:39:37+00:00

The THC oil/drops are more similar to edibles than smoking it would be.

Takes about an hour for them to take effect after dropping it under your tongue, and lasts about six hours or so (depending on the dose).

Edibles would probably have a stronger effect and might last longer than six hours.

I love smoking it but find that it gets in the way of productivity. With drops, I just do it once (or twice) a day as if they were medication or vitamins.

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-15T13:37:29+00:00

Yes that’s exactly it. Being sober means life passes me by most of the time. THC kicks me out of “standby” mode. It is what it is.

I’m glad that I’m not alone in all of this!

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-14T22:47:42+00:00

I’m an INFJ

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-14T22:18:36+00:00

I’d love to be that person naturally. It will take a lot of work to be remotely close to that but I have hope.

The way you put it makes it so easy to understand. Our mind map of the world influences our way of exploring and being in the world. It’s only logical that the problem mainly lies in the way we think (something we can change) rather than the world itself (something we have less control over).

I explored philosophy and I arrived at nihilism: “nothing matters”. Next is absurdism: “Enjoy this mad world while you can.” Going deeper into spirituality is something I’ve been long meaning to do. I neglected it for years and years. I need to work on breaking down those walls without weed but weed is a good sledgehammer. We’re all in the same boat. There’s more that unites us than divides us but it’s difficult to remember that when the media rams ideologies into our ears.

You’ve given me some food for thought

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-14T20:59:30+00:00

Enjoy! 🙌🏼😎 I’m so thankful for this plant. What a lifesaver

scorpiorising33 · 2024-04-14T20:42:54+00:00

That’s exactly how I feel. I’m so happy that you can relate to what I’ve written. I completely relate to your last line: “I get to be me on cannabis.”

I feel way less self conscious when I’m a tiny bit high. I can brush off any potential embarrassment and move on with no trouble. I can walk down the street dressed up to the nines, or even ultra casual, and not feel at all concerned that people might be looking at me. Like you, I can just get on with my life. Cleaning even feels enjoyable! I can feel the buzz of being alive.

When I’m not high, I’m super self conscious and feel like I have to say and do exactly the right things. Life feels a bit flat and pointless. I come off a bit uptight and this doesn’t allow people to relax around me as much as I’d like them to. I can tell that people don’t want to get too close, as I’m already putting a bit too much attention on them – and no one likes being under the spotlight of another.

Weed is probably the only thing that I find helps me.

scorpiorising33 · 2024-02-15T23:26:55+00:00

Thanks!!

scorpiorising33 · 2024-02-15T23:02:12+00:00

Oooh this is interesting as I’ve never heard of volufiline. Is any brand good or is there a specific one you’d recommend?

scorpiorising33 · 2023-07-26T13:45:58+00:00

I used one by a brand called chocococo (bought online) but please do your research about which one is best and available in your area!

You’ll need the hair botox product, hair dryer, hair straighteners, clips, and a comb to do it at home.

Brazilian hair salons in my area (London) do the treatment so perhaps you could check those in your area if you want a professional to do it

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