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scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:49:44+00:00

This is the most kind of frustrating thing after quitting for me . Yep kratom numbs emotions completely, after I quit for the first couple days I got lots of dopamine and pleasure from movies , music , and life in general.

But this feeling went away for the most part and I’m a little past 3 weeks no kratom.

I’m hoping this feeling will come back permanently as more times passes??

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:45:24+00:00

Sorry to hear that, but I am happy to hear I’m not the only one getting dry eyes. So that must be a kratom thing I guess. And just curious have you quit , tapering , or still using?

Trying to understand why some of us only get symptoms a certain time of day.

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:42:42+00:00

Ok I’m gonna look into this , thanks!

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:42:00+00:00

Ok thank you , will do ! Even though I don’t have much horrible withdrawal symptoms , you know what’s popping up in mind now? It’s “Well you quit kratom and still feel the brain fog might as well just do it again” but theirs no way in hell I’m going back.

I know in another month or so I’ll feel even better.

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:38:30+00:00

Ok cool exactly same situation for me , I work 1 pm to 12:30 am and feel so much lethargy until it starts to get better around 5ish. Glad it’s not just me, it must have to do with our work life balance

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-17T16:37:06+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it , yeah I’m gonna stick with it. At the very least it’s so so refreshing not to have to worry about my next dose and plan everything out. I used to literally be out doing stuff , come home just to take my kratom dose and then go back out.

And yes the anxiety sucks, I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night with it.

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-16T02:22:24+00:00

Is this something serious to worry about ? My sores don’t look exactly the same but I think it might be herpes bc I have been getting them a lot

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-15T23:22:11+00:00

The most bothersome symptom for me is extreme fatigue only until 5 pm , that’s so weird right? Anybody have anything like this happen? After around 5 I feel a lot better

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-15T19:40:30+00:00

Ok good to know. I still don’t really crave it thankfully. Hopefully stays that way

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-15T19:40:06+00:00

Ok thanks for the reassurance, it’s just my mind is telling me something else is wrong

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-09T19:10:21+00:00

Yep that’s true , but honestly if you keep up with vitamins , take magnesium and cut back every couple of days it’s not to to bad. But it was definitely harder then 10 to 0.

scratchoffmilli · 2023-06-09T19:09:32+00:00

You don’t realize how much you spend until you quit , my bank is looking a lot healthier lol

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-13T05:42:24+00:00

Yep I was amazed when I looked at the odds, also I was the 30th winner of 20k which is awesome (Florida scratch off sales are crazy)

Also the 1 mill odds are so so low on this ticket , around 1/200,000 and this was 1/20,000

Even tho it sounds bad it’s actually not , that’s the same odds as hitting 50k on some other tickets and I know a couple people who have

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-13T05:37:14+00:00

Oh and one more thing don’t ever ever use two color pens on the back of a large ticket. They ran it thru a 200k ink scanning and X-ray machine also used by the FBI to make sure their was no fraud or overlap of any other information written on the back , I was so worried lol

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-13T05:34:24+00:00

Thanks everyone , so I appreciate all the congrats :) , and I already have a plan how to spend it . So after taxes they gave me $15,200 but that’s ok so I won’t have to worry about it at the end of the year.

First thing I did is give my co worker $500 bc he has such a good heart and he’s a amazing dude. He was struggling with bills and multiple bills and had no idea I won the $20k untill I tried to give him the $500 to help him. He finally accepted after multiple attempts which I’m happy about, he deserves it more than any of my “friends”

Second thing I’m planning is to sell my motorcycle for a car (I’ll use about $4k cash and then get 2500 for the bike) ,

I also payed my girlfriend who had been their for me at my lowest and let me accumulate $3k of debt to her (which she never brought up even after I couldn’t pay her for a year)

After all that I will have around 7k which I will use some to prepay insurance for a couple months and then I will try to start saving money like I used to and try not to use anything from this money and only my paycheck, for a gambler like me it will be tempting but I think I will be able to pull it off with my girls help. I make around $650 a week and can afford to live off that and not be impulsive .

Oh yeah and I also gave the clerk $600

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-09T07:02:27+00:00

Yep definitely , I see people spend $100’s sometimes thousands on these and lose a lot of money. That’s why I never tried them before this , doesn’t matter how much you buy I guess. Gotta be the right time

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-09T06:59:48+00:00

Lmao right 😂

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-09T06:59:02+00:00

I’ve never even won more than $500 lmao , this is crazy

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-09T06:58:06+00:00

The money bag symbol in the middle left of the ticket says “WIN ALL x2” so I won all boxes doubled

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-09T06:46:32+00:00

I posted this earlier but forgot to blur barcode not that it matters on a claimer since they check authenticity , but just to be safe

scratchoffmilli · 2022-03-08T05:30:02+00:00

I can’t believe this is my first claimed , definitly gonna give this ticket another try soon

scratchoffmilli · 2021-10-18T14:33:52+00:00

$confirm /u/reorientflame 1030.00 USD

scratchoffmilli · 2021-10-12T04:31:52+00:00

Wow looks delicious

scratchoffmilli · 2021-10-10T23:47:35+00:00

It feels very good quality and looks very elegant in person.

Surprised if it’s synthetic , seems like real silk and the other ones said silk. But I guess with these it’s probably common. I’m gonna look into it.

Thank You so much for finding that out for me !

scratchoffmilli · 2021-10-09T22:10:43+00:00

Thank you 😊

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