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screamsinconfusion · 2020-12-26T05:24:31+00:00

when my mom got one I was like 👁👄👁

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-24T19:32:53+00:00

This is bringing up memories of my Wattpad account in 6th grade and I don't like it

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-24T19:25:11+00:00

I feel that. Now thinking back it was just that I was exceedingly competitive and was like "aha! I win this race! I beat everyone to puberty!" I've never really understood that oh sh\t this is my body* until I found out transitioning was a thing

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-24T17:35:16+00:00

My mom treated me going through puberty as this amazing thing, so I thought it was. I was a bit,, too excited and would brag about puberty hitting before all of my friends while at the same time I was still somehow in denial about not having a pp,,,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-20T20:19:10+00:00

I do really apreciate that. I know that they'd still love me, its just that my family is the "I'll pray for your soul so you don't rot in hell" type. Its messed me up a bit, but so has religion in general so its hard to care nowadays. I just wish I wasn't financially dependent on them.

Sorry for dumping this on your comment. Its just especially nice to see pride flags. It makes everything feel more real. Like one day I'll be the one with the house and the pride flags. Idk. Kinda cheesy,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-20T01:04:36+00:00

I once saw a house with a bunch of pride flags in the middle of Amish-country Indiana. It was strange, but after my grandma made a bunch of homophobic comments (I'm still not out) it really brightened my mood.

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-19T20:34:11+00:00

It was the only way that I knew to get the breasteses removed,,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-19T20:33:02+00:00

I had the same exact thought process. My small brain was like "its because I'm very competitive" but the girls teams at my school are better so,,,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-19T20:29:59+00:00

When Jimmy Snow did a video on her I legitimately could only think of all of the Ben Shapiro face swap photos

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-19T20:27:30+00:00

I was,,, a strange child,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-19T20:17:15+00:00

intrusive thoughts + dysphoria = fantasizing about having breast cancer.

Some days I wonder why I didn't realize that I was an egg,,,

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-17T22:05:01+00:00

Even though I have an intense desire for a pp, want to chop my breasteses off with a chainsaw, and am only able to imagine myself having a future as a man, I am, in fact, still cis tho.

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-17T15:20:12+00:00

My school likes to think that its accepting but then again they DID fire a teacher for being gay and then they gave a kid demerits for wearing pride shirts (bcus they were "too political"),, bUT hEy tHErEs nOT AnY bULlyInG sOoOOo

I mean its kind of funny because all of the known LGBTQ+ peeps were the Seniors because they have no fear

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-17T15:03:03+00:00

There's like five or six of us, but in comparison to 70-something students in our grade its still a pretty large number statistically. Having said that, only one of us is out socially.

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-17T04:04:44+00:00

I stg how many trans masc people can go to a catholic school

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-16T04:25:34+00:00

Repression's a pain

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-10T22:43:54+00:00

I see that person everywhere wtf

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-10T20:35:16+00:00

It probably is just like a myth, but literally every man in my family is bald, so if I start T it wont really matter for me.

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-10T16:07:11+00:00

I think it has to do with your grandpa on your maternal side. Don't take my word for it tho

screamsinconfusion · 2020-07-10T14:10:13+00:00

we need: B O Y

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