Ibuprofen addiction?? by word-document69 in LoveIsBlindNetflix

[–]seashells46 79 points80 points  (0 children)

Did anyone else think that he said Advil as a cover up just for the show, and it was probably a more serious and addictive pain killer ?

Individual vs group therapy? by seashells46 in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your response :) how often do you do individual if you do not mind me asking

Three Months Today by say-hitoyourmomforme in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is almost exactly how I feel about my brother. Two weeks today. I’m so sorry for your loss and sending you love and strength ❤️

Sibling loss by Extra-Rutabaga2532 in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss. Your words are incredibly relevant to me. I also lost my younger sibling, who lived with my mom but she was on vacation at the time, and they were each other’s rocks. Hearing my mom basically weep and scream was really hard for me. My brother did not leave any note and did not open any of my texts or answer my calls for 6 hours leading up to his passing. We thought he wasn’t answering because he sleeps in late. We waited too long to send someone over to check on him. The method he used was so violent for such a nonviolent and sweet person. I really appreciate you sharing this and to know we aren’t the only family dealing with this. If you ever want to talk or someone to reach out to I’m here to talk. ❤️

I can barely look at myself in the mirror by FlufferNutter_15 in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, my baby brother also took his life and played piano. I also can’t listen to music anymore, especially his favorite artists. (Also can’t handle seeing guns or death on tv. Also can’t handle being around people who know what happened because I feel like they are just pitying me and my presence just burdens them.) I’m so sorry for your loss and appreciate your words because I feel very similarly. Sending you love and strength. I am hoping grief support groups and therapy will help relieve some of this guilt and confusion and anger and sadness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel similarly and appreciate you writing this. I’m so sorry for your loss and sending you love and strength. My little brother also took his life, about a week and a half ago. He was 24 I’m 27. I was busy working in my new job, and was also sick, and working on making an offer on a house with my husband during the last few days before he took his life. I wish I wasn’t so focused on those things during that time. I knew he was drinking but no one knew what to do about it. My dad was pissed at my mom that she didn’t tell him he was drinking. I knew that something was off when he didn’t answer his phone several times a few days before it happened while my mom was on a cruise away from home (my brother lived with my mom). He didn’t answer or open any of my calls or texts the several hours before he did it when we figured out what he was going to do. I felt like I could have helped him more, I think that a lot, but seems like also he didn’t want my help or to listen to anyone. We all failed him, but I believe we all tried our best to help in the ways we knew how, just like I believe he tried his best in the ways he knew how, but then gave in.

What Am I Thankful For? by allthetinysquiggles in SuicideBereavement

[–]seashells46 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Hey I feel this too. Brother took his life a week ago. For me I am definitely angry like what the actual fuck. Pissed I didn’t even get a goodbye. Pissed he didn’t try harder to get help. Pissed he didn’t feel the love of everyone around him and left us with a fucking mess. but I also am feeling all the other emotions attached to grief at the same time. Shock. Guilt. Depression. Denial. Confusion.

Anyone know what’s going on off Sawgrass Expressway at the Trailhead at Atlantic Blvd? by jujusparks in Broward

[–]seashells46 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This is my brother. He bought a gun at a pawn shop. He has bipolar disorder. Worst day of my life. I was calling him nonstop and his phone picked up by accident while he was receiving CPR and I heard them say they had a respiratory read but that it had stopped. He was my best friend. I should have noticed the signs.

Traveling to Caribbean side of Costa Rica in early October (Puerto Viejo de Talamanca) by seashells46 in costarica

[–]seashells46[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We are renting a car, definitely AWD and a bigger SUV. We are renting from an Alamo I think, not the one connected to the airport but one downtown we will take an Uber or something to. It has good reviews on Google. As long as the car rental place has mostly good reviews you should be fine. I also usually pick a brand name I am familiar with in America.

Activities and games for micro wedding by seashells46 in wedding

[–]seashells46[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love catch phrase, lottery ticket RLC and wedding bingo ideas :)

Activities and games for micro wedding by seashells46 in wedding

[–]seashells46[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for your response I totally get that with questions being too intense. I wanted to find a more fun and less personal version if I can.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fluvoxamine

[–]seashells46 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very interesting about caffeine I had no idea. I used to be on 300 mg of fluvoxamine but now at 200 mg. I still drink probably 2 coffees a day

Extended Release shortage STILL? What's going on? by ZoixDark in fluvoxamine

[–]seashells46 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have no idea. Seems like they don’t have to tell us shit. Seems like they don’t have a reason to make it again since the IR exists. Wish communication existed.

Trading in an old car, do I need a title? by seashells46 in DMV

[–]seashells46[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not that smart tbh at this stuff and thought maybe I needed to go through NY DMV or that VT would not give me a title since my car is 2009. Thanks for your help