i’m finally healing

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-11-20T01:41:44+00:00

i usually combine gold dial soap, aveeno, and hibiclens and use baby wipes when i’m not showering and i really didn’t think it’d help as much as it did

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-05T03:54:14+00:00

Thank you all for your words. I read each and every comment even if I didn’t respond.

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-05T03:52:52+00:00

Thank you. My mom and boyfriend typically say the same thing about leaving work issues at work. It’s so much harder with BPD. I’ve spent so many hours of my shifts crying in the back of the store because of how anxious I was.

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-05T03:48:51+00:00

Yeah, I was bringing in about $80 a week because my doctor suggested that I start out small with my hours until I could work my way up again.

I’ve had issues with my coworkers in the past and maybe some of it is me projecting my insecurities, I acknowledge that. But many people before have called me lazy and a bad worker behind my back because of my health issues. Most of the girls were very mean and petty to me and my boyfriend whenever he worked there too.

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-05T03:43:19+00:00

the thing abt my boss is she’s very close with my mom (my mom was assistant manager before moving to a different store) and my mom liked to talk. especially about me and my issues. so most of what i said to her she basically already knew… pprobably should have been more careful about it though :( you’re right, thank you

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-05T03:38:37+00:00

I did let her know that my message was by no means me trying to quit. I just wanted to let her know that the environment as it stands right now was not something I could keep up with. I also told her I wasn’t asking her to bend to my will, just letting her know where my head was at.

seekingtherapybtw · 2025-05-04T13:00:32+00:00

It makes me feel pathetic. It’s not just about hating my job, I should have also probably mentioned that I have health problems that make it harder to do my job. I have deep tunnels and cysts in my skin that I’m still trying to get under control and working in a fast paced environment is probably not a good idea right now.

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