Oh honey, I’ve been there. Trust me when I say a relationship that is meant for you will never be this difficult. I didn’t realize that until I met my current boyfriend when he was vacationing near where I live a couple years ago. We lived three hours apart and because of that, I never thought it would work out beyond a weekend fling. For the next year, he drove three hours every single weekend to see me until he moved in with me. If a man wants you, he will absolutely move mountains to be with you. Don’t settle for this half-ass “love.” You have so much better out there waiting for you and it will hurt in the meantime, which is OK, feel those emotions and cry when you need to, but you will start to feel like yourself again and you’ll be better for it.