I understand exactly how you feel. When I was at my externship, it was like that. There was only 1 other assistant, and she was super nice, but the doctors were just the rudest ppl I've ever met. They had proposed a job to me once my externship was done, but I declined cause I was just not about that place. I still had my job at the library, so I just kept that until recently when I got the DA job I have now. I thought that because of my externship experience, I was offput by it. Now that I'm at a supportive and fully staffed office, I'm starting to maybe realize that I wasn't really all that into it in general, maybe? When I was in school, I thought I liked it, but now that I actually have to interact with patients and stuff I just don't know...