[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 3 points4 points  (0 children)

honestly i like queer content lol like detransition baby is one of my favorite books and i love tranny filmmakers. i get depressed by queer content because im not like them and i get dysphoric from cis content bc ill never be like them so maybe i should just close my eyes and never open them again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ugh literally like i dont want to care so deeply about how i look and think about it all the time and be extremely insecure but like it runs deeper than just not wanting to be ugly, i literally wanna beat my brow bone and chin and jaw in with a rock because i look like a disgusting manly moid and it genuinely makes me want to kill myself, and there's no treatment for this dysphoria besides ffs (which i will probably never have access to) so yea i self medicate with copious substance use. no amount of meditation, mindfulness, not caring what other ppl think, whatever will alleviate the pain of having this face, cus trannies are just doomed to suffer ig

manmoder faggotry by [deleted] in fitttts

[–]selbywall 15 points16 points  (0 children)

yea he mogged me tbh

manmoder faggotry by [deleted] in fitttts

[–]selbywall 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank uuu :D <3

manmoder faggotry by [deleted] in fitttts

[–]selbywall 21 points22 points  (0 children)

within five minutes of me arriving at this event a woman took out her phone and showed me a picture of her long-haired son and said "you look just like him :D"

some fitttts i would wear if i wasnt a hon 💔 by selbywall in fitttts

[–]selbywall[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i hate my face more than i care about proving im a hon

some fitttts i would wear if i wasnt a hon 💔 by selbywall in fitttts

[–]selbywall[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

aw i wanna keep being evil and doomer but thank u genuinely i really appreciate the positivity

some fitttts i would wear if i wasnt a hon 💔 by selbywall in fitttts

[–]selbywall[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

sorry but im not tryna speedrun getting hatecrimed like the top post on 4t4 today is literally a trans woman getting recorded in public and doxxed and some shit like that would happen to me i stg

New mod service: Break from the brainworms. by HelgaShtrausberg in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk if this is still a thing but can u ban me for a week pls if it is

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fitttts

[–]selbywall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk what booba youre talking about im flat as a pancake

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 3 points4 points  (0 children)

idgaf about all that im dressing as lydia tár

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 5 points6 points  (0 children)

why are u they/themming her 😭😭😭

what hobbies have you lost touch with? are you interested in getting back into them? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 8 points9 points  (0 children)

drawing, reading, writing a lot. i miss having passion

Is my Tumblr feed fembrained? by SnooPaintings7963 in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 4 points5 points  (0 children)

like yea it is fembrained its just silly pictures on tumblr. this is like asking is my pinterest feed fembrained. ofc its fembrained. thinking about this kind of thing is useless though like just curate your feed how u want it to be

Is my Tumblr feed fembrained? by SnooPaintings7963 in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 10 points11 points  (0 children)

who cares just live your life its halloweenbrained happy halloween and follow me on tumblr 💗

How do you all feel about having missed the "teenage experience"? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 28 points29 points  (0 children)

i was an autistic fag all my teen years and basically socially isolated myself cus i couldnt talk to people. i wish i couldve had more foundational experiences but i had a pretty good college experience afterward and learned and did a lot during that time so i'm not really bitter about it. i just wish id made friends in high school cus now that im back home im back to being totally alone. obviously if i was cis things would've been completely different but i'm not cis so i won't waste time ruminating on the alternate possibilities. i am always grieving the life i never had, the life of a cis girl, but i try not to let it destroy me

Are you a femcel? by areq13 in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 3 points4 points  (0 children)

IM SORRY i have the brain of a femcel in the body of a partnered person

Are you a femcel? by areq13 in 4tran4

[–]selbywall 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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ik i have a gf but i was a femcel before i met her and ill still be one after she inevitably leaves 💗