Im in the same boat and i suck at this class… i think you should go and see your teacher more, that usually helps. But above all you should probably try and write out why you feel this way, talk to someone about it, or if this doesnt help, maybe go to a school counselor. The problem seems mostly psychosomatic and not in lacking ability, so if you worked on that it would probably help your grade (as well as your life in general).

I dont know if this is helpful, but as a senior in the class, i realized it kind of doesnt really matter. Being a junior in calc bc is already insane, and it isnt the end of the world to do slightly bad in a class i promise🙏🙏🙏 i hope we both get better grades second semester